I need to come over for a quick lesson on how to exactly use this website. I am not sure if its my computer, but more likely my lack of skill. There are a lot of things i need to learn how to use-and yes I agree my picture is #1. I couldn't figure out how to chat otherwise I would have chatted instead of writing an entry!

Have you ever gone to a psychic and felt like they said just about everything that you were thinking in your head? Is it that they are telling you what is best for you, or they are telling you what you already think? Although I don't know the answer I am going to go along with the advice anyhow! I think I need some direction.

I am vowing to be more "edgie"-okay and i most likely will not stick to that, but I am going to try because now really I think my actions are too conservative despite the fact that I am supposidly so "liberal." Along with being "edgie" I am going to attempt to be more easy going-with the flow!

Ahh yes and thank you so much for the feedback on letterboxing! I was starting to feel like a freak. And thanks Ajay for answering me on resiliency!!!

Do you know what I mean when you feel invaded by someone. Not only do you think about them a lot, but you feel your actions and thoughts are dedicated to them. Its the worst! I suppose a lot of things are the worst, but I really hate it. Its not even as bad as it used to be for me, I used to be like this all the time-thank God for meditation. I really think if one were to live a single life, it is so much less complicated. Hahaha-acutally I am single-so I guess what i mean is that if one were to never really care for someone for even want to. I know somethings are worth the bad times, but I don't know that relationships are. I become clouded by them and I really loose myself and who I am. After one day of thinking I am dating someone, I am transformed. Why is it all so dramatic?

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Am I the only person that thinks letterboxing is cool-cause I AM starting to get that feeling-hahaha!!!

HAS ANYONE HEARD OF THIS---LETTERBOXING???

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I am completely amazed, it IS the coolest thing I have EVER heard of in my whole life without a doubt. Maybe I am just behind the "behind the Times" as I usually am-hahaha!

I read about it in Time this week. It is hide and seek Pirate style across the nation (okay so minus the whole golden treasure thing). It started in England 150 years ago. People bury something like paper and a rubber stamp. You look on a website like letterboxing.org to get clues to find these boxes. Then you can rubber stamp the book and leave words of wisdom to other people that find it and whatnot.

Damnit that is the coolest thing EVER!

I feel like George Michaels in the song Faith, "I need some time off from that emotion. Time to pick my heart up off the floor. Love comes down with out devotion. Well it takes a strong man baby but I'm showing you that door!." I think some of that was wrong and maybe even slipped into the Limp Bizkit version not really sure but I think ya'll get the idea.