Do you think that much of the time we feel negative feelings toward someone is just because we do not allow them enough space? This is something that I generally try to do-that is give people space. It is really difficult, cause it means relying on oneself. Although sometimes it feels really good to get mad at someone so that you can feel righteous? Its bad to admit maybe?-but it feels really good to feel right sometimes. I think a lot of the time when we don't give people ample space ( i don't mean walk all of you) that is when we get angry too easily or upset at them. Sometimes it is nice and sometimes it just puts too much stress on us tho. I really try to do this, but I think I really need to make more of a committment to it.

(AKA Boxerboi---sp?)
Matt, way to keep up recycling!!! You should be part of my recycling crew! I know you want to. I am so excited that you are going to The Pink Thursday. I am not going to stay late-but yeah I am so glad you are going!!! See you there!

I need to come over for a quick lesson on how to exactly use this website. I am not sure if its my computer, but more likely my lack of skill. There are a lot of things i need to learn how to use-and yes I agree my picture is #1. I couldn't figure out how to chat otherwise I would have chatted instead of writing an entry!

Have you ever gone to a psychic and felt like they said just about everything that you were thinking in your head? Is it that they are telling you what is best for you, or they are telling you what you already think? Although I don't know the answer I am going to go along with the advice anyhow! I think I need some direction.

I am vowing to be more "edgie"-okay and i most likely will not stick to that, but I am going to try because now really I think my actions are too conservative despite the fact that I am supposidly so "liberal." Along with being "edgie" I am going to attempt to be more easy going-with the flow!

Ahh yes and thank you so much for the feedback on letterboxing! I was starting to feel like a freak. And thanks Ajay for answering me on resiliency!!!

Do you know what I mean when you feel invaded by someone. Not only do you think about them a lot, but you feel your actions and thoughts are dedicated to them. Its the worst! I suppose a lot of things are the worst, but I really hate it. Its not even as bad as it used to be for me, I used to be like this all the time-thank God for meditation. I really think if one were to live a single life, it is so much less complicated. Hahaha-acutally I am single-so I guess what i mean is that if one were to never really care for someone for even want to. I know somethings are worth the bad times, but I don't know that relationships are. I become clouded by them and I really loose myself and who I am. After one day of thinking I am dating someone, I am transformed. Why is it all so dramatic?

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Am I the only person that thinks letterboxing is cool-cause I AM starting to get that feeling-hahaha!!!