Soyeon, that image that you had with being, meeting, possessing. That was really neat. Very interesting to think about.

For those of you that know me, know that I so loved canada-going to the clubs etc. Well I went Friday with my partygirl Frannie, and even before going it was the first time that I didn't feel that excited about it, like it was going to be cheesy. And it totally was. I actually felt old and out of place which is so strange. Perhaps it is because I have been hanging out with all you cool epeeps that there is no comparison. It just seemed really silly. The whole scouting out who you like and try to hit on them. The typical "out of line" sex comments. No creativity at all, just the cheap sex jokes by DJ's that will get the conditioned response. Cheese that is all I can really say. So I realized I am no longer a canada/Rumors person. Frannie on the other hand, I cannot speak for. She ended up going home with some guy. I hope that she survived-she should be fine. I really don't want to be apart of that whole scene anymore. I suppose it really depends on the day you ask me. But I am tired of the whole trying to pick someone up for a night scene, not that I want to settle down. It just seems really tired. As am I-so here i go to bed!!! ;)

It was such an amazing beautiful day, I went to the beach. I was determined to go whether it was with someone else or by myself. Maureen almost went with me, but there was miscommunication. Steve (my bro-n-law) felt bad that I didn't have anyone to go with so he went with me for like an hour and then I stayed there for a few hours after that. I felt so calm and refreshed. I really think I need to live somewhere that I can go to the beach anytime I want to. The only thing it was missing was the sound of the waves. It was too calm of a day, so the water wasn't making any noise. I fell asleep too only for like a half hour, but so amazing. I am sorry none of my friends could go with me cause it was really a great time. Pry one of the last nice days of the summer/fall. Is it weird to go to the beach by yourself?-Actually there was a kid with his towel next to me there by himself too. I noticed that when I got up to leave he followed, which was kind of strange. Maybe he didn't want to be the only one on the beach by himself?? Generally when I go to the beach I like to tan without my shirt on, but I try to be tasteful about it. Today though I thought it might be weird if i took off my shirt if I was there by myself so I decided to just show as much skin as possible without taking the top part of my bathing suit off. Would that be weird if someone tanned without a shirt by themself???

I decided that i really need more clothes. I always like to dress fairly nicely for the first week or so of classes and then its all down hill from there. BUT i would actually like to try hard this year to dress nicely. The only thing is that 2 rooms where I have 3 classes are seriously freezing. So I will have to get some sheek (sp?) sweaters. Also note to self-get enough rest daily...so that is what I am off to do

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Tonight a few of us are going to Mister Goodbar if anyone would like to join. Its Mike's 21st. Happy Birthday my little Mike-a-roonie!!!

So I am now realizing how much work I am going to have to do this semester, and it is going to be quite a bit. Although most college students are used to writing papers, I am not and now I have like 14 paper to write so far. Alot of them are 5 pages, (listed 5 or less) but still that is quite a bit. For me anywho. Could be a good semester if i am responsible about it all.

I am a little sad today for some reason-or maybe it just hit me right now?

Happy semester everyone!!! :)