Although summer isn't "offically" over just yet, i think it is for anyone that goes to school. I was so set that I was going to do something fun this weekend, which fizzled into absolute nothing. I was in total need of some fresh air and open country and all i got was my clostrophobic (way wrong spelling) house and bad weather reports.-damnit

I am excited and not excited about going to school. I feel like I never left and i still have like 10,000 projects to finish up which won't be done until december. All that grad school shit and stoopid exams you have to take. I am just really tired of never feeling I have accomplished a damn thing. I am scared of overloading myself this semester. I have 2 independent studies and 4 classes. One of my independent things is TA'ing for stats, along with that i have to do a small research project. The other is a continuation of my resiliency study this summer. Keep studying studying studying for the GRE's. I knew my small vocabulary would catch up with me one day, and apparently that day is finally here-damnit.

Jesse, it was so good to see you when you were here I feel like we didn't really get to visit at all tho.-damnit

Terry I hope you had an amazing birthday, and you better had partied it up.-Yeah!!!

You know I decided that I really don't like cheap people when their cheapness affects me. Not having money and being cheap are 2 totally different things. My weekend is bein altered because I was all excited to go camping and stuff with my friend from Michigan, that i haven't seen in like 2 years and he goes to me- "So you are going to give me gas money, right?" Dude, um yes I would have but you suck so don't even bother to come and visit me. Just pisses me right off.

So today I had to get my picture taken for my fellowship, and I didn't care what it really looked like cause how many times am i actually going to have to see it? So i picked out my picture which i wasn't totally happy with. THen the lady was like, "so I will fix your hair in the pic and do you want the blemishes/beauty marks on your face removed...etc" and I was like okay with fixing the hair, but no you can' t touch up my face. Its mine and i may not have a flawless face, but damnit its all i've got. Does anyone else share in this? I know i already asked some people, but I was just curious. I know this is an exaggerated comparison, but it seems to scientifically advanced like cloning.-really dramatic I know.8*

Paul thank you so much for updating my pic!!!;)

It was such a good time-a complete success. Props to everyone that came and had an excellent time! I got to meet/talk with really cool people and rock hard all night (this may be disputed by some). I didn't get a chance to hang out with the birthday boys too much-but they certainly seemed to be having a good time! Mike, I am so sorry that you passed out so early, I hope that you enjoyed the party!!! I seriously considered bringing my GRE books and studying in the bedroom, and thinking back on it I could have cause I don't think anyone would have noticed.

I am disappointed in Stickboy for not coming or bringing his hot friend-what's up with that???

Metalpeter you disappoint! We were going all over the party asking people if they were metalpeter cause we thought you may have showed up. Your name was brought up quite a few times.

Keith I totally respect that you have up the $200 job for the party, and I am glad that we got to rock hard even if we didn't get to see the sunrise.

Jim, you are amazing for giving me a ride home (as well as everyone else)...thank you so very much!!!

I think the party drew much attention to the sign on the house-maybe we will get some more people signing up? Good advertisement! Yeah!:)

Matt G (my pharmacy Matt) what the heck is up with you not going???-I thought Mike talked to you and you were on your way. You bum....