dear friends,
i know i haven't published here for a while. and the things i have published last were sad.
before i go any further, i want to fist thank (e:Heidi) and (e:Terry) for even considering (e:Uncutsaniflush) for a position at Allen Street Consulting. it was a source of pride and honour for him.
today, Monday September 29, 2014 my sweet, innocent, socially awkward, analytical, super intelligent husband died.
my heart is completely shattered. i am not sure how to live a life without him.
thank you for sharing your life with me (e:uncutsaniflush). i miss you
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09/29/2014 20:43 #59429
Good-Bye My Heart05/07/2014 10:46 #58961
Fight the Good FightIt's been too long since i posted anything. I come by and read regularly, but i don't post much.
Life has been stressful and sad and no one wants to be dragged down....
This winter was long and challenging and it appears as though the spring and summer might be tough too.
My father is very ill. Several times this weekend we thought we might have to have the "should we pull the plug?" conversation. But, he fought through this most recent crisis.
Everyone, no matter how young or old, please write yourself a living will so your loved ones know, without the shadow of a doubt, what you want during the unpredictable events life can throw at you. Please?!?
I am thankful for the flexibility of my job. That my current co-workers are kind and understanding.
I am thankful for how much my father's illness has pulled the family together. People that used to not speak have mended fences with the emotional nature of what's going on and the realization of how fragile life is.
In particular, i think my nephew Luke is a spectacular young man. His spirit never fails to impress and amaze me.
I am thankful for the incredible staff at Hamilton's Juravinski Cancer Center and Hospital. His surgeon, Dr Kelly, has a superb bedside manner. The ICU nurse, Tanya was so upbeat, patient and direct with compassion that i am in awe.
I also feel far more educated about seemingly harmless medical issues now. Did anyone know that strep can cause necrotizing fasciitis? I found out it can. (oh, and it's no fair if you answer, (e:Jenks), we know you're a doctor!!!)
My father's chemo reduced his immune system to the point that strep no one knew he had led to flesh eating disease in his lower colon, rectum and bladder.
The first emergency surgery went as well as it could. We wait for him to be stable before the next one.
Then, figure out what to do about the pesky cancer.
I now have a bag pre-packed for emergency. No more turning the underwear around to wear inside out in the hospital bathroom for me! So ha!
Life has been stressful and sad and no one wants to be dragged down....
This winter was long and challenging and it appears as though the spring and summer might be tough too.
My father is very ill. Several times this weekend we thought we might have to have the "should we pull the plug?" conversation. But, he fought through this most recent crisis.
Everyone, no matter how young or old, please write yourself a living will so your loved ones know, without the shadow of a doubt, what you want during the unpredictable events life can throw at you. Please?!?
I am thankful for the flexibility of my job. That my current co-workers are kind and understanding.
I am thankful for how much my father's illness has pulled the family together. People that used to not speak have mended fences with the emotional nature of what's going on and the realization of how fragile life is.
In particular, i think my nephew Luke is a spectacular young man. His spirit never fails to impress and amaze me.
I am thankful for the incredible staff at Hamilton's Juravinski Cancer Center and Hospital. His surgeon, Dr Kelly, has a superb bedside manner. The ICU nurse, Tanya was so upbeat, patient and direct with compassion that i am in awe.
I also feel far more educated about seemingly harmless medical issues now. Did anyone know that strep can cause necrotizing fasciitis? I found out it can. (oh, and it's no fair if you answer, (e:Jenks), we know you're a doctor!!!)
My father's chemo reduced his immune system to the point that strep no one knew he had led to flesh eating disease in his lower colon, rectum and bladder.
The first emergency surgery went as well as it could. We wait for him to be stable before the next one.
Then, figure out what to do about the pesky cancer.
I now have a bag pre-packed for emergency. No more turning the underwear around to wear inside out in the hospital bathroom for me! So ha!
metalpeter - 05/13/14 18:33
(I admit I'm a bit behind on here) I don't know what to say..... Hope things get better ............
(I admit I'm a bit behind on here) I don't know what to say..... Hope things get better ............
paul - 05/08/14 00:53
Omg. I am now terrified of strep.
I am so sorry you have to go through this.
At least it's bringing some of your family together, still it sounds terrible.
I wish you the best.
Omg. I am now terrified of strep.
I am so sorry you have to go through this.
At least it's bringing some of your family together, still it sounds terrible.
I wish you the best.
joe - 05/08/14 00:52
Wow. This sounds tough. I wish you and your family all the best.
Wow. This sounds tough. I wish you and your family all the best.
07/08/2013 10:40 #57886
THE Wedding!Category: wedding
And it was THE wedding to be at! Proud to say i was there when it finally happened. :o)
My phone took a crap, but i do have a couple of snaps i am able share.
Post ceremony smiles
And for (e:Paul), my plate of food.
Many congratulations, (e:Paul) and (e:Terry)!
My phone took a crap, but i do have a couple of snaps i am able share.
Post ceremony smiles
And for (e:Paul), my plate of food.
Many congratulations, (e:Paul) and (e:Terry)!
metalpeter - 07/08/13 17:48
nice photos .... wonder if there is a way to get all the food photos into one album ? It was a great time....
nice photos .... wonder if there is a way to get all the food photos into one album ? It was a great time....
tinypliny - 07/08/13 15:34
That's a beautiful photo! :)
That's a beautiful photo! :)
paul - 07/08/13 12:55
Thanks so much.
Thanks so much.
03/30/2013 11:44 #57441
RIP Amelia
12/09/2012 00:35 #56980
ganeshatattoo artist said i earned my "big girl pants" sitting through last 15 minutes... not that the first 3 hours was easy...
leetee - 12/13/12 15:43
Thanks ya'll. Thanks to (e:Uncutsaniflush)'s generous birthday gift, i will always have the Lord of Obstacles on my side. :o)
I think he will look even better once i get the background done.... maybe by the next bday...
Thanks ya'll. Thanks to (e:Uncutsaniflush)'s generous birthday gift, i will always have the Lord of Obstacles on my side. :o)
I think he will look even better once i get the background done.... maybe by the next bday...
matthew - 12/12/12 17:51
It really is beautiful, Lee.
It really is beautiful, Lee.
paul - 12/10/12 14:55
Ya thats awesome, I love the colors.
Ya thats awesome, I love the colors.
heidi - 12/09/12 01:19
It's stunning! Congrats!
It's stunning! Congrats!
I've only met you both a few times, but I am sending sincere wishes of peace to you in this time. I cannot imagine. Much love.
Leetee!!!!!! I am incredibly sad to hear this. :((
Sending out my heart to you!!
Stay strong and please know I am thinking of you.
Wow I'm stunned.
I'm so sorry. Let me know if you need anything.
Im so sorry to hear this Lee. I cannot imagine what you are going through. You both seemed to make each other so happy. If you need anything ever let me know.
I'm so sorry for you, Lee. And utterly shocked - I just saw him last week and all seemed good. I can't believe we've lost such a good, kind, and intelligent man, with no warning. Here for you if you need me.
Lee, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Walt was a really special man and he loved you so intensely and devotedly. In the interview we asked him to talk about a project that he contributed to its success. He talked about your very lengthy and successful immigration process. It was wonderful to reconnect with him. Let us know if you need anything.
Sorry to hear about your loss. I only met (e:uncutsaniflush) once before, but it sounds like he meant a lot to you and his friends. I am sure he'll be missed.
So, sorry, Lee, such a good dude. Here for you too
Omg. I am so sorry for you. Walt was so awesome. He will be missed by everyone. If you need anything you know where to find us.
I certainly haven't published in a while, but I still pass through estrip from time to time. I can't pass through tonight without saying I'm terribly, terribly sorry for your loss. I can't imagine losing ones life partner so suddenly.
I noticed when Drew stirred up controversy on his FB page, your husband was right there with thoughtful and no nonsense comments. I often appreciated that.