Lilho's Journal

08/19/2012 23:44 #56694

i am ridiculous

for some reason i can never remember how to spell ridiculous... my entire life(or maybe since i have been able to spell 4 syllable words) i have always wanted to spell it:

rediculous.

well, if oprah's word: "aha moment" and "sexting" are now in webster's, perhaps i can suggest reform.

anyway, the point of all this is to say that i have had this sweet hard drive since february or march of 2011 and i am just now backin it up. oh yea... and it feels really good.

that thing had been in the box for so long... feeling lonely and unwanted. i cannot have the meltdown i did a few years ago... i am still so upset that i lost all my info and the photos from so many important parts of my life.

the box has traveled around the house and many people have wanted to buy it from me, and at one point my mother thought it was a gift from my sister.

i think i have various other items i have purchased and never or barely use.... mini laptop, shoes i never wore, dresses, etc. this is a bad habit and will end now.

sorry people, i have claimed it and it's currently doing it's magic.

the hard drive installation combined with a load of laundry has been emotionally and physically taxing and i must get pizza and a movie to recover.

need shade and a vaca...

paul - 08/20/12 09:25
I do that too. I guess we are just hooked on phonics.

07/29/2012 03:11 #56645

guilty

is it ok for someone's boyfriend to not even give them a gift on their birthday? i'm gonna go ahead and say no....

have you ever attempted to text someone and they don't have that number anymore... this is pretty much the ultimate rejection. clearly, they did not want you to know the new number.

do you have friends that consistently show up with no food/drinks, or never have any food/drinks when you go to their place?

do you feel like you are always buying drinks/food, and playing hostess with no end in sight?

i really never want to be in any of these categories of people... but it's hard to find relationships that are give/take. i feel like i am the giver... and now i just want to be the taker... but that isn't right either.

life should be more simple... barter system?

metalpeter - 07/30/12 17:30
For something the barter system could be great :) and for other things might not work so well...

tinypliny - 07/29/12 07:59
For the longest time, I put up with people who just took me for granted all the time. One day I woke up and realized I really did not need that source of bitterness anymore. I put them on permanent ignore. That was pretty much it. I have became substantially happier and carefree since then.

tinypliny - 07/29/12 07:56
Best way to deal with all this: stop caring. Do what makes you happy. If giving does not make you happy, don't do it. Most probably, the people you are giving to are the real source of your unhappiness. They probably don't deserve all you give.

Stop caring about general etiquette and what others may or may not expect (eg. playing hostess etc). Life is about realizing what matters the most and just letting go of the rest.

07/27/2012 00:13 #56642

groove is in the heart

i wouldn't ask for another...

who sings that song? they don't make music like that anymore... or maybe they do.

i miss the old (e:strip) days.

mrmike - 07/28/12 15:53
me too

paul - 07/27/12 10:36
Ya lady miss kier is awesome. :::link::: :::link:::

tinypliny - 07/27/12 08:06
You mean this one: :::link::: Someone called Deee Lite - now with three e's.

05/26/2012 22:59 #56489

Omg

Lol.... Miss you blo. :)

mike - 05/27/12 17:01
you should definitely come back HOme to B-lo!

terry - 05/27/12 13:38
miss you too Ho lurv TK

paul - 05/26/12 23:25
I wish you were here. You should move here instead of your bro moving there.

05/13/2012 00:06 #56451

it's muthas day

the best video ever, (e:hodown) turned me on to this guy.... i think every mother and child can relate to some part of this video....

tinypliny - 07/27/12 08:07
Yikes! I thought it would be a video of Mike too!!

paul - 05/27/12 21:26
Wow, if you don't play the video and just look at the freeze frame it looks like mike dressed up, lol.