First of all thanks (e:tinypliny) for the invite to the Yoga class.... Hope everyone had a great time.... That pose in your Post I could never do that... That is some extreme body control... With all the Abuse I put my body through Yoga may have been a good idea... But I have no work out clothes then what do I do with all the stuff in my pockets and where to change and all that stuff argh.... Not to mention I have so little time......
I really do need more time with waking up and going to work and coming home it feels like a long day every day.... Not sure if it really is.... What I think this is leading to is that I will go and get my own computer when I get my taxes back. Yeah I over paid a bit at H&R block but the thing is no place does the state for free so If I was going to pay I might as well pay and not do any work then pay and still have to try and figure those things out.. I took all kinds of math in school and doing the state taxes is almost at that level...... See If I have my own computer I can do things like post photos here and download them and upload them as I watch a show... Now an action movie or show that would be out since the action you need to see..... I could even do stuff on breaks....
I don't like to mention work but it has been stressing me out lately maybe that is part of the reason I feel as though I have no time... Or maybe I just need a "Happy Ending Message "... Quickly I hate that I can't spell worth shit that is the wrong word but you all know what I mean (assuming anyone is reading this)... But I don't think it is really the time issue I think well I know I have some anger issues and some dealing with people issues.... But yet for some reason none of you (e:peeps) make me upset maybe it is an amount of time thing.... I think I might have PTSD.............
My thoughts on PTSD have changed a bit lately. At first I thought it is the military's fault for not training people the right way. But as I thought more that isn't true. What I think happens is that when you are in a war zone your body adapts you could even use the word evolves. Some where along the way you learn or maybe it is instinct like an animal that hunts and you learn to watch for things that are warnings or could lead to danger... It could be things like watching your shadow walking home, listening to all the sounds, when you see a person gaging if they are walking towards or away from you (blocks away)... But see I don't think this is a Disorder I think it is a way to survive... In the case of people in the military the problem is that they are no longer in a war zone (unless they live in a bad part of the city) ..... Yes there are other effects like loud noises freak them out again in a war zone that might be ok but a in a city where cars back fire all the time it can be a problem... But again The problem isn't with them it is that the environment doesn't match with them.... I do think that people who have it bad should be helped my the Military so that if they want to go and fight they can or so that they can work a normal job or what ever....
In my case: At work I'm all ways looking around seeing what is going on. But part of that is that I don't just do one thing. I need to access the situation. If the guy filling the line is running low I need to pick orders if that person has the line full then I need to help box... Once my boxes are backed up I need to send them through.... Sometimes the line orders are less important then the truck orders so I need to look and see what the stack looks like. Every time that door opens it could be someone bringing out more orders if it is what kind of orders are they and what does that mean for what I need to do... So maybe if that is PTSD it is a good thing to have at work or maybe it just seems like some of the same things.... Walking at night is all ways a blast..... But you know what is wild I could walk the streets of Toronto with 7 gangs and I bet I would feel safe something about those streets make you feel that way... But Buffalo you had better be ready to fight or run... Ok even during the day I'm often accessing the situation (not the guy from that Jersey show I've never seen).......... Not to mention in winter I have to look and see if there is ice to walk on .....
The Last two days I've taken the #22 home and that is kinda weird going past the Pilgrim Village... I used to be over that way all the time... It is also weird to see all the new stuff on City Honors and there is some huge building being built behind "The Village" that is kinda odd.....
Yesterday on Facebook I saw that for only $1200 a month there is an apartment above Club Diablo.... Wish I could swing that, it would be perfect.... Granted I think everything is included.... I would love to live downtown I would be right at Diablo and near the arena and the square and not to far from the waterfront it would be awesome but of course moving would blow hard. Why is that we use that as a bad term getting blown is great and often a key part to great sex......
All in all I am happy being single doing what a want to do and not being bitched at and not having to go yoga or some activity and then making someone else go to something they don't want to go to..... That being said I'm not anti Yoga... A cousin of mine was in a class for some time and really liked it.... But on the other hand finding a nice "Pin Up" girl who isn't controlling would be cool.... Again I like being single but after some time I think one starts to lose ones mind a bit...........
I had some other point or something I wanted to get to but it got lost in here someplace......
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02/24/2011 17:08 #53708
Time and a few thoughtsCategory: potpourri
02/23/2011 19:53 #53699
Bandits lost argh......Category: photos
So this weekend coming up is the NLL all star game the people who sit next to me at the bandits game are going but I'm not... I'll watch it on TV but this last weekend I went to the bandits game as I all ways do and they lost.... There where some bad calls but they also got bad penalties as well........
So All I really wanted to show was The fact that Johny T got the 700 goals and that I pigged out or what ever you call it at the Buffet so any thing else is like a bonus since they lost......
The Bandettes Dancing to Smooth Criminal was pretty cool
Things are moving slow on my end so a couple more pictures from the end of the game
Coach was all over the refs never seen them run so fast!
So All I really wanted to show was The fact that Johny T got the 700 goals and that I pigged out or what ever you call it at the Buffet so any thing else is like a bonus since they lost......
The Bandettes Dancing to Smooth Criminal was pretty cool
Things are moving slow on my end so a couple more pictures from the end of the game
Coach was all over the refs never seen them run so fast!
metalpeter - 03/02/11 17:27
Thanks that is a big help to know they are close.... I checked out the link from (e:heidi) and they look close but sometimes things on a map like that aren't all ways what they seem length wise.... I wish the type of person who could go into work on say Thursday and say "Boss I won't be here on Friday" Of course they need more time then that.... but you know what I mean....
Thanks that is a big help to know they are close.... I checked out the link from (e:heidi) and they look close but sometimes things on a map like that aren't all ways what they seem length wise.... I wish the type of person who could go into work on say Thursday and say "Boss I won't be here on Friday" Of course they need more time then that.... but you know what I mean....
uncutsaniflush - 02/28/11 23:42
Grand Central Station is at 42nd street and Park Ave (the moral equivalent to 4th Ave). Times Square is at 43nd Street and Broadway/7th Ave. They cross each other at Times Square.
You don't need a subway or a bus to get to from Grand Central to Times Square or Broadway. Just walk west down 42nd Street to Broadway or 7th Ave and walk north. Depending where you come out of Grand Central, it's about 5 or 10 minutes.
Grand Central Station is at 42nd street and Park Ave (the moral equivalent to 4th Ave). Times Square is at 43nd Street and Broadway/7th Ave. They cross each other at Times Square.
You don't need a subway or a bus to get to from Grand Central to Times Square or Broadway. Just walk west down 42nd Street to Broadway or 7th Ave and walk north. Depending where you come out of Grand Central, it's about 5 or 10 minutes.
02/18/2011 16:47 #53643
Warm Spring/winter?Category: holidays
So these last few days have been odd to say it has been warm would be wrong but to say it is warm compared to what we have would be correct... Snow and Ice Is melting and when I have been walking it feels like St. Patrick's Day... Well the truth is there have been many times when it has been like a Frozen Tundra watching that Parade.... Not sure if i Did it right but I copy the address at the bottom of two Posts from last year... Of course I have no idea what will go down this year or what date the parade is but I'm sure many people will enjoy it... It is hard to explain the feeling in the air of St. Patrick's day though.......
paul - 02/22/12 19:32
It is almost St Patrick's day!
It is almost St Patrick's day!
metalpeter - 02/21/12 19:01
What is really odd is a couple days ago I went to walgreens and walking down Delaware it felt like St. Patrick's day....
What is really odd is a couple days ago I went to walgreens and walking down Delaware it felt like St. Patrick's day....
metalpeter - 02/18/11 18:55
The Funny Thing is The Parade I all ways went to.... But It has never been as fun even if the pictures aren't as good as going with a huge group or maybe it is the drinking.... I have never gone as far down as like where the bars are but one year it was warm and girls had Bikini tops on it was great.......
(e:libertad) I agree with the dog poop it is like since it is snowy people think they don't have to pick it up or maybe they just don't think about what happens when the snow goes away......
The Funny Thing is The Parade I all ways went to.... But It has never been as fun even if the pictures aren't as good as going with a huge group or maybe it is the drinking.... I have never gone as far down as like where the bars are but one year it was warm and girls had Bikini tops on it was great.......
(e:libertad) I agree with the dog poop it is like since it is snowy people think they don't have to pick it up or maybe they just don't think about what happens when the snow goes away......
libertad - 02/18/11 18:29
I had to dodge so many piles of dog shit today, it was crazy. It was also interesting to see how the road salt burned the edges of the grass. Also noticed how lawns with trees had melted lawns and those that didn't were mostly covered in snow.
I really enjoyed seeing the grass again, the sun was nice too. I hope that St. Patricks day is like that one year that the weather was so perfect. That was so much fun. That groundhog didn't see his shadow this year. Or didn't I hear that people predetermine the outcome of the groundhogs shadow? Either way, I doubt that it really does predict if Spring is going to be early or if we will have six more weeks of winter.
I had to dodge so many piles of dog shit today, it was crazy. It was also interesting to see how the road salt burned the edges of the grass. Also noticed how lawns with trees had melted lawns and those that didn't were mostly covered in snow.
I really enjoyed seeing the grass again, the sun was nice too. I hope that St. Patricks day is like that one year that the weather was so perfect. That was so much fun. That groundhog didn't see his shadow this year. Or didn't I hear that people predetermine the outcome of the groundhogs shadow? Either way, I doubt that it really does predict if Spring is going to be early or if we will have six more weeks of winter.
tinypliny - 02/18/11 16:53
I stepped into a BIG mud sloshy puddle today. Ickety ick. My boots and jeans are so muddy.
I stepped into a BIG mud sloshy puddle today. Ickety ick. My boots and jeans are so muddy.
paul - 02/18/11 16:51
I can't wait!
I can't wait!
02/08/2011 18:07 #53572
V day Vs. BJ DayCategory: holidays
So Valentine's Day is quickly cumming I mean coming at us... Ha And it got me thinking not about how I hate it but that around March 14 Steak And Blow Job day is cumming I mean coming as well. That is supposed to be like the Male Valentine's day. But I mean is it really can I walk up to the hot hostess at Applebee's and ask why the Steak and Blowjob Special isn't on the specials board?
Now what I wonder is there a way to connect the holidays.... Don't get me wrong I don't like the idea of Valentine's day that you are obligated to do something the bigger the thing is or more costly then the more you love (or want to do something really dirty and kinky with them) Them. Well does a good Valentines day mean a steak and then a blow job under the table. Then it is the biggest steak in the place so leftovers and a BJ in the car... Then there was ice cream so licking the sauce off the cock later in the night... Since Valentines day doesn't mean very much (to some for a few it is like making the romance to a higher level and I don't mean a Key party) really then you might as well tie it into the other holiday.....
When I wanted to write this I did have a question I mean a real question for the single guy is it worse to be alone on what holiday? -Valentines's there is all the candy but yet you don't need to spend money or use a weeks check on some gold...
-Valentines Day you see all these couples and they are all extra Lovey (Projectile Vomiting) Dovey
[The Above question applies to women as well]
Now of the Made up Holidays Steak and Blow Job Day Is even more made up Then Valentines day.......
-You can't celebrate this holiday in public so it isn't like (well you could but you won't see it) so it isn't like during dinner the women will vanish under the table and then see your said face and offer to share with ya (ha) it isn't like they will come help you out either so.......
- No one really celebrates this do they? I can just see someone bringing this up Hi Hun you remember what tonight is don't you....
- If anyone does could you set her up with me even if it just for that Night ;)
-If we assume this is a real holiday and some people do celebrate it that changes everything from what I said and so what holiday is worse not to do?
Of course if you are one of those few blessed people then you can have your own Steak and Blow Job day all by yourself...
Again though this can be looked at from the female perspective... I have heard a rumor of some women who love to give head (wish I knew a bunch of them) So for them being single must ruin that holiday... Well of course (assuming hot or at least decent) they could go to Steak houses and go up to guys and Ask to do know what today is? If the answer is no show them on their phone throw wiki pages and ask for a small piece of steak..... But I think for most women being single this day is a good thing... I wonder how many couples break up for this reason after Valentines Day (HA) and before Steak and Blow Job Day (march 14th)
Well Hope anyone who read this enjoyed it.........
I don't endorse any of the links on the side of page haven't tried them so... But the question does remain for males and females what is worst to be single on?
Now what I wonder is there a way to connect the holidays.... Don't get me wrong I don't like the idea of Valentine's day that you are obligated to do something the bigger the thing is or more costly then the more you love (or want to do something really dirty and kinky with them) Them. Well does a good Valentines day mean a steak and then a blow job under the table. Then it is the biggest steak in the place so leftovers and a BJ in the car... Then there was ice cream so licking the sauce off the cock later in the night... Since Valentines day doesn't mean very much (to some for a few it is like making the romance to a higher level and I don't mean a Key party) really then you might as well tie it into the other holiday.....
When I wanted to write this I did have a question I mean a real question for the single guy is it worse to be alone on what holiday? -Valentines's there is all the candy but yet you don't need to spend money or use a weeks check on some gold...
-Valentines Day you see all these couples and they are all extra Lovey (Projectile Vomiting) Dovey
[The Above question applies to women as well]
Now of the Made up Holidays Steak and Blow Job Day Is even more made up Then Valentines day.......
-You can't celebrate this holiday in public so it isn't like (well you could but you won't see it) so it isn't like during dinner the women will vanish under the table and then see your said face and offer to share with ya (ha) it isn't like they will come help you out either so.......
- No one really celebrates this do they? I can just see someone bringing this up Hi Hun you remember what tonight is don't you....
- If anyone does could you set her up with me even if it just for that Night ;)
-If we assume this is a real holiday and some people do celebrate it that changes everything from what I said and so what holiday is worse not to do?
Of course if you are one of those few blessed people then you can have your own Steak and Blow Job day all by yourself...
Again though this can be looked at from the female perspective... I have heard a rumor of some women who love to give head (wish I knew a bunch of them) So for them being single must ruin that holiday... Well of course (assuming hot or at least decent) they could go to Steak houses and go up to guys and Ask to do know what today is? If the answer is no show them on their phone throw wiki pages and ask for a small piece of steak..... But I think for most women being single this day is a good thing... I wonder how many couples break up for this reason after Valentines Day (HA) and before Steak and Blow Job Day (march 14th)
Well Hope anyone who read this enjoyed it.........
I don't endorse any of the links on the side of page haven't tried them so... But the question does remain for males and females what is worst to be single on?
metalpeter - 02/12/11 14:09
Well I'm Single and I do like it... That being said there is so much V day (not when the visitors take over the humans and turn us all into lizard like creatures) stuff and couples sell them selves so well with the holding hands and but slap and making out stuff....... Some times the lovely dovey stuff and all those bad romantic comedies just make you want to puke... That being said Steak and BJ day would be worth it to be with someone or maybe even a couple (that might get weird though ) to really spice things.... But there the aim would be to make everyday Steak and Blow Job day..... Now I do get that sometimes she would be the one that gets the steak and................
Well I'm Single and I do like it... That being said there is so much V day (not when the visitors take over the humans and turn us all into lizard like creatures) stuff and couples sell them selves so well with the holding hands and but slap and making out stuff....... Some times the lovely dovey stuff and all those bad romantic comedies just make you want to puke... That being said Steak and BJ day would be worth it to be with someone or maybe even a couple (that might get weird though ) to really spice things.... But there the aim would be to make everyday Steak and Blow Job day..... Now I do get that sometimes she would be the one that gets the steak and................
tinypliny - 02/11/11 18:11
Your question is somewhat flawed. There are no downsides to being single aka freedom from artificial walking-on-eggshells drama 365 days straight (with a bonus day on leap years).
Your question is somewhat flawed. There are no downsides to being single aka freedom from artificial walking-on-eggshells drama 365 days straight (with a bonus day on leap years).
tinypliny - 02/11/11 18:08
Yeah, VD pretty much exclusively takes me back to the clinic I was posted for 2 weeks in,
Yeah, VD pretty much exclusively takes me back to the clinic I was posted for 2 weeks in,
metalpeter - 02/10/11 16:53
When I was growing up there was no such thing as STDs it was VD... But not sure if that is true of everyone.. On a side note for any of those lucky few out there that can perform that trick on them selves then the steak and BJ day is just a good excuse for a steak.......
The Comedies where pretty funny... I wish I knew someplace to get my self a dark themed stuffed animal that comes with candy .........
When I was growing up there was no such thing as STDs it was VD... But not sure if that is true of everyone.. On a side note for any of those lucky few out there that can perform that trick on them selves then the steak and BJ day is just a good excuse for a steak.......
The Comedies where pretty funny... I wish I knew someplace to get my self a dark themed stuffed animal that comes with candy .........
paul - 02/10/11 01:03
Whenever I see VD written out as an acronymn - I think venereal disease, lol.
Whenever I see VD written out as an acronymn - I think venereal disease, lol.
metalpeter - 02/09/11 19:45
Great Comment (e:theecarey) I admit what I like about Valentines day is when it is like part of a show like glee and hoping the comedies I watch tonight will be funny... What I don't like and don't agree with how it is a day and because of this special day there is the obligation you say that so much better then I could and it really relates to both days... I say Valentines day is worse but that being said this year I think it is a Monday so to me I'll be watching some House maybe then Wrestling... If I wore gold maybe I could buy myself something....... I also like how you call it VD but that is an entire other thing I don't even want to get into gross.. Back the Jewelery I wonder what would happen if I walked into Jared and Said I wanted to buy my self something (I don't have the money to even look at any thing in there I was once and watches almost gave me a heart attack)... I have no problem with the candy, card and Diamond Pushers but it sure seems like they try to rub it in..... If I wasn't single and I want to do something nice I'll do it but not cause it is V D (not victory day either that is another Holiday).......
Great Comment (e:theecarey) I admit what I like about Valentines day is when it is like part of a show like glee and hoping the comedies I watch tonight will be funny... What I don't like and don't agree with how it is a day and because of this special day there is the obligation you say that so much better then I could and it really relates to both days... I say Valentines day is worse but that being said this year I think it is a Monday so to me I'll be watching some House maybe then Wrestling... If I wore gold maybe I could buy myself something....... I also like how you call it VD but that is an entire other thing I don't even want to get into gross.. Back the Jewelery I wonder what would happen if I walked into Jared and Said I wanted to buy my self something (I don't have the money to even look at any thing in there I was once and watches almost gave me a heart attack)... I have no problem with the candy, card and Diamond Pushers but it sure seems like they try to rub it in..... If I wasn't single and I want to do something nice I'll do it but not cause it is V D (not victory day either that is another Holiday).......
theecarey - 02/09/11 18:05
Can't really offer an opinion as to which day is worse to be single on. There is an inherent wrongness in putting so much emphasis on a day, especially as there is way too much commercialism tied into it.
eh, I don't wait for a specific date on the calender or ads on tv/stores/mags to tell me when and how to show someone I care (and demonstrate how incredibly sexy I find them), I'll do that any time!!!
And I do not expect someone to make a huge display on a certain day in return. Never have.
Show me/tell me in ways any time, and that is what matters to me.
The rest is over hyped bullshit. It should not have anything to do with the wallet, though for a lot of people, that is the easiest way to go.
Not that I don't like stuff :)
Just... if we would just say and do things along the way, instead of focusing on one specific day, it would mean more? Regardless of which day you write of, why engage in anything out of obligation? Oy
Last year I had a hot date that took place on VD. Card, flowers, dinner, a walk in softly falling snow. Nice.. but essentially meaningless. Just a "show" since we didn't really know each other yet and certainly didn't care about each other. Fun though..
Year before, I was in the decline of an unhealthy relationship. The usual expectations delivered. A bandaid on a gaping wound. VD never felt so fake...
Years prior, single or dating.. I never felt anything surrounding the day. Though, the media sure likes to make those that are single remember this. And remind those that are in a relationship, that material goods are expected to be purchased and received.
My BF is exquisite, and his very existence and how we are with each other just reinforces in my mind how silly "a calender holiday" is.
Not that I don't have a little something in mind. ;)
"Of course if you are one of those few blessed people then you can have your own Steak and Blow Job day all by yourself.." hahaha!!! right on!
Can't really offer an opinion as to which day is worse to be single on. There is an inherent wrongness in putting so much emphasis on a day, especially as there is way too much commercialism tied into it.
eh, I don't wait for a specific date on the calender or ads on tv/stores/mags to tell me when and how to show someone I care (and demonstrate how incredibly sexy I find them), I'll do that any time!!!
And I do not expect someone to make a huge display on a certain day in return. Never have.
Show me/tell me in ways any time, and that is what matters to me.
The rest is over hyped bullshit. It should not have anything to do with the wallet, though for a lot of people, that is the easiest way to go.
Not that I don't like stuff :)
Just... if we would just say and do things along the way, instead of focusing on one specific day, it would mean more? Regardless of which day you write of, why engage in anything out of obligation? Oy
Last year I had a hot date that took place on VD. Card, flowers, dinner, a walk in softly falling snow. Nice.. but essentially meaningless. Just a "show" since we didn't really know each other yet and certainly didn't care about each other. Fun though..
Year before, I was in the decline of an unhealthy relationship. The usual expectations delivered. A bandaid on a gaping wound. VD never felt so fake...
Years prior, single or dating.. I never felt anything surrounding the day. Though, the media sure likes to make those that are single remember this. And remind those that are in a relationship, that material goods are expected to be purchased and received.
My BF is exquisite, and his very existence and how we are with each other just reinforces in my mind how silly "a calender holiday" is.
Not that I don't have a little something in mind. ;)
"Of course if you are one of those few blessed people then you can have your own Steak and Blow Job day all by yourself.." hahaha!!! right on!
02/07/2011 19:07 #53565
Bandits Beat SwarmCategory: photos
So a crazy sports weekend with the Super bowl and all the great ads and the game and the half time stuff to bad The Steelers didn't win. On Friday Night I went to the Bandits Game and had a great time........
For anyone who looked at the pretty Bandettes in the photos the or who didn't know that lap at the end is a victory lap for the Bandits and most of them tap on the glass well some of them do.......
For anyone who looked at the pretty Bandettes in the photos the or who didn't know that lap at the end is a victory lap for the Bandits and most of them tap on the glass well some of them do.......
I wasn't in the Military. The Way I wrote this kinda implies it though sorry for my bad writing ....... In my Life before (e:strip) and some other things I had Jumpy nerves and still do. You know how someone says bo and you jump well that was me not cause it is scary but just a nerves thing.... Again before (e:strip) attacks are never fun and there where a couple maybe a few.... That combined with the nerves isn't a good thing..... I would never say I have what was known as shell shock where people are really messed up and can't function..... But there was this one guy I saw on this documentary and it was scary how much he reminded me of me (except for him being in the military)
You Don't sound Naggy at all. Balance isn't one of my strong suits... It is pretty slipy (PA way not that I'm from PA of saying slippery ) and I almost went down a few times out there shoveling...... In some ways strength wise I'm weak and strong in others...... In sounds like you are coming along well who knows maybe I will join in some day...
(e:metalpeter), I may sound like I am naggy person (and I do have squinty judgy eyes according to (e:libertad)) but I firmly believe that you should do only what you want to do. For a while there all I was good at (maybe even now) is walking fast. So now I am working on my balance, muscle tone, flexibility and upper body strength issues. All the dancing and yoga is helping me out here. I also really like asking everyone out with me so I keep doing that. You are absolutely welcome to keep turning me down. My intention is never to make you do something that you don't want to or have the time for. :-)
I had no idea you were in the military. When was this? And were you army, navy or airforce?