So today I am a groomsman in (e:amanda)'s wedding. I am so excited. It is so exciting and fun to actually be a part of a wedding. Hopefully I don't screw up.My only thing I have to do is take one step and bow so hopefully I can handle that. It feels so adult to be part of a wedding. Even though some of my other friends are married, they did it more on the low down not a big wedding thing or I was not as close with them. Last nigth was the rehearsal and the priest rules that wedding ceremony for sure. He knows what he wants and that is what he is gonna get. Anywho, I am so excited. I can't freakin wait. Congratulation (e:amanda) and Nick! Thanks you for letting me be a part of it!

So at work I eat a lot of snacks. Like a lot. Everyday I act surprised at how hungry I am and eating snacks and eveyrone is like you are like that every day. That is not the point, the point of this story is a few days ago I was innocently enough eating some Herr's potato chips I had bought the day before when I feel something that feels harder and thicker than a chip. I look in my hand and what do I see amongst the chips but A RAZOR BLADE! I am so lucky I did not like grab it blade side up and/or just toss it in m ymouth without realizing. I was crazy lucky. I think it fell in there from the ledge where we keep razor blades above the pharmacy counter where my chips were. How scary though!

BUT IT DOESN"T END THERE FOLKS! So yesterday I go to tkae a sip of water from my mug and what is floating on the bottom.... yup you guessed it....a RAZOR BLADE!! This is getting freaky. In nine years tihs has never happened and now twice in like one week. So maybe someone is out to get me, amybe not, maybe it is all coincidence but it seems really crazy to me so now I am extra careful about chekcing everything i eat and drink .

So I just did something that could either make my life infinitely worse and more difficult or infinitely better or I guess it could change nothing. We will see what happens. It is private so no details here but I am super nervous about it right now. It really could break me if it goes horribly wrong....but I felt I had to do it or else things would just continually spiral downward in the situation. We'll see how it turns out.....wish me luck...

For some reason for the last few days I just can't get enough pop from cans. I never drink pop out of cans, i rarely drink pop outside of restaurants/bars but lately i just want pop out of cans like whoa. I am unsatiable. Maybe it is the taste of future alzheimers from the aluminum that whets my appetite and addicts me but i seriously love it. Oh and of course using a straw to drink it! OOOH IT IS DELISH!!

So when I walked to the downtown library as mentioned in my previous post I took out 2 books and 2 movies. One movie was for my mom and the other was Sunset Blvd which I always wanted to see. I also took out 2 books. One called Let it Be True which is a novel about soicalites in texas who have no money but cuz they gave it all to charity and are scheming to get it back and the other is a sociology book about changing towns. Anywho while reading the novel first, i hate that I don't own it. I don't know why, its not like it is the best book ever or something I would read again but for some reason I just really like owning a book I am reading. I almost never go back and read a book again except a fwe that I really love but for some reason I just love owning a book and knowing I have to return it makes me like it a little less. Its strange and I don't know why that is but it most definitely is how i feel,.