i had a breakdown last night. i ate steak and butter, and bread and a volcano cake with ice cream.
and i had some cheese, which is not so bad but a bad combo, because the meal was fat and carb filled and so delish.
now, that was my major cheat day. i am going to do some major exercising today. but i can't hike for a few days because i hurt my baby toe.
this woman at work writes me up every time i work with her. i don't really care, but she never says anything to my face. i refuse to acknowledge your petty complaints because you lack the courage to say anything to my face. it's childish and lame. she also makes up blatant lies just because she doesn't like me and she does the same thing with other people she doesn't like.
i think the real reason she has a problem with me is that i am not a christian, and i live what she views as a "bad" lifestyle. sorry i'm not a haggard 40 something who looks 55 and has two awful brats and an ex who abused me and used me and spent all of my money for years. i say what i think, and i don't sugar coat, people here thinks that makes me sad.
but honestly, do these people have happy thoughts when they get into bed at night and have to face the reality of their sad lives??? i don't smile when i don't want to, and i don't like small talk, it's a waste of time. i just can't stand fakeness and also people who can't man up and complain to my face.
anyway, i saw the complaint and just threw it right in the shredder, if anyone ever asks, i don't know a thing... i had an accomplice and they know not a thing either.
i should find a new job, but the econ sucks and i have limited availability due to the schooling which feels like i will never finish.
t-3 days until
(e:deeglam) arrives! spa time!
I hope there are lots of funny parts and not just what they show in the previews, that is the type of movie you want to see with an almost full theartre or a group of friends, not on video.
i can't wait! when does it come out?
LOL @ comment in sydney.
Alabama!
I can't wait to see it. It will be awe inspiring like the flaming beard of god!