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12/17/2008 13:56 #47092

my life force
had been stolen by both works and school.


more by school. just three math exams to take and then finished. its my fault for waiting to take all three at the end of the semester, but i should have known better than to take a math class online.

anywho, i have realized how much i love art history. seriously, it's a challenging course, because there is so much info to take in, but i find it so interesting and really rewarding. i think its pretty much the only class the i have ever studied for, but i liked studying!

i wish what you studied in school could just be what you liked, because then i would totally switch back to art. oh well.

i can't wait until tomorrow is ova! i can be released into the world for a month of fun!!!!


in completely unrelated news, i am so over this season here in az, everything is so dry. worse than a blo winter. i want to soak in a vat of soothing aloe and lotion. pus my skin is breaking out, which it never does, until now, and i am pissed off.

when it's not nice outside, i feel like always being cuddled up and eating comfort food. i think if i had stayed in blo i would be for sure really fat by now...
jenks - 12/17/08 19:14
good luck with your exams. And just wait... someday you *will* be able to study only what you want.
tinypliny - 12/17/08 19:00
I agree with Drew, most of what I have learned in grad school is pretty much what I live for. Call it pathetic but I love being a student. Its so liberating not having to grow up and do exactly what you dreamed of even if you are all grown up anyway. :)
drew - 12/17/08 14:53
I went to grad school to study something I liked. The secret is to like something that few other people like, but some people need. And to still be satisfied with less cash.
libertad - 12/17/08 13:59
I loved Art History! It is a lot to learn but it is so interesting and the best part of it is it is visual too.

12/11/2008 15:07 #47026

a godfather, a tranny and a midget
Category: tv
i'm at school, in a lounge area, and there's a tv.

i had to turn it off because jerry springer was on and the title of the show was, "a godfather, a tranny, and a midget."

one can only guess what might take place on that show...

i don't really care to see though.

at this point, i would like to thank my mother for raising me properly, not in a trailer park.
metalpeter - 12/11/08 18:37
I didn't know he was still on. The thing I liked about his show was that if people on the show listened to his final thought and lived by them, then they would have had no reason to be on the show. The other thing is the shock factor. If you are on springer it isn't because your girlfriend is cheating on you with another girl who is hot and they want to not cheat and just have a threesome. It is something that will shock you. I think the people over react so they know the show will get shown. I have in the past seen a couple of shows where you could kinda tell some of the stuff was in the past. Plus sometimes the tittles wheren't really what the show was about.
joshua - 12/11/08 18:23
I hate depravity. It is one thing to be trashy, but being so trashy that normal Americans can't bare to cast their eyes on you? That ain't right.

12/09/2008 23:06 #47010

recession xmas
i kinda lost my job yesterday. due to the recession.

a week after i spent a fortune on gifts.


luckily, i can just be frugal and i'll be alright. my heart goes out those who lost their jobs and have a mortgage to pay and children to support.

i have a second job that does not pay nearly as much, but i can fall back on it for a bit. and i talked to every person possible at the hospital and begged for hours and i'm getting 20, half of what i was getting, but in the meantime, way better than nothing.

i just need to focus on finals and getting through next week, and then it's out searching for a new f/t job!!!!
tinypliny - 12/10/08 20:02
All the very best (e:lilho), hope things work out!
jenks - 12/10/08 10:23
well that sucks, but you have a really good attitude... it'll work out. :) Good luck!
drew - 12/10/08 09:52
bummer.
jason - 12/10/08 09:11
Keep that chin up. Hopefully you'll be in a much better situation soon.

12/07/2008 23:00 #46994

oh HOly night
i did not want to get up for work this morning. i did. and i go, and i wasn't even supposed to be there. i need to start writing stuff down.

anyway, the other secretary is such a frumpy old lady. i asked her to switch a couple days, which was never an issue with any of the other secretaries, but apparently impossible for her. she's so weird.

she told me, oh i never work on fridays!!! i was like, umm, is that that big of a deal???? i work everyday weekend, so i don't think it's that big of a deal, since she gets the way sweeter schedule.

anyway, i came home and slept, because it's sinus infection season, i think i get four a year, and they are oh so fun. i wish i wasn't such a sickly test tube baby. seriously, i am allergic to everything, and everyone, and always causes some sort of strange illness.

i decided to decorate the tree. the mom is in mexico doing god knows what, but hopefully having fun and not getting food poisoning.

for some reason, i think it's gonna be the best xmas ever. almost done with my shopping, just have to tie up some loose shopping ends! i think i want to be done by next sunday, so i can totally focus on exams and be ready ahead of time.

i also have to find recipes for a demi glaze for my roast duck i will be making, and also for tiramisu, with homemade ladyfingers! i know it's the recession, but maybe next year it will be so awful and a depression, so we should totes live it up now right!?!

note to self: begin starvation diet now, so that you can lose 20 then gain back 5 over holiday season. or maybe i should be a vegetarian for a month? or maybe i should just exercise starting like now. good plan.

the tree! i took it upon myself to decorate it, because let's face it, nobody else was gonna do it.









jenks - 12/08/08 16:54
i have a good tiramisu recipe... it's a PITA and uses every bowl in the house, but mmmm good.
hodown - 12/08/08 10:57
That form of torture has lived on for many years and has tortured many many men. I used you for pratice. Also friend probatation has served me well. Again tested on you first.
paul - 12/08/08 09:43
Oops I read this whole journal thinking (e:hodown) wrote about it. I was surprised she started having allergies and sinus infections too. I take back my last comment.
lilho - 12/08/08 09:42
i think you are thinking of my sister, because i never really use hairspray.
paul - 12/08/08 09:39
I think that you being allergic to everything is justice for the years when you were not so allergic and I was allergic to your hairspray and you would wait till I was "incapacitated" and then tickle my face with it.
drew - 12/08/08 09:31
best journal title.
jacob - 12/08/08 02:22
Go vegan. Then you won't eat anything.

12/04/2008 10:01 #46949

all i want to do
is go xmas shopping. but everything else is getting in the way!!!

i have a slight shopping addiction, and this is a great way to feed the need, because it is buying for others. and maybe some for myself.

im also a huge bargain shopper, so im hoping to find great deals, so people get more presents from me because i know how to find a sale.

sales are prob one of my top fav things in life.

i have now realized that secretary means slave. seriously, that place wears me out so much, that i can't handle much at the end of the day. it's basically food, shower, bed.

i have that weird sore throat feeling like i am for sure getting sick, so i am now going to drug myself with a cocktail of meds.

three weeks until xmas yay!!!!!