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10/29/2008 04:11 #46403

Surebert makes me tired
Category: work
I am just going to bed now after hours of IE6 testing for the latest surebert toolkit. I hate IE6 so much, I cannot wait for IE8 so that at least the basics of the web can work similarly across browser.

At least my upgrades from the last week are finally done.
tinypliny - 10/29/08 18:26
I hope you get enough sleep and rest today! \m/

10/28/2008 23:04 #46400

Google Earth On The iPhone
Category: mobile
I can't believe they have google earth for the iphone now. The interface is so amazing. And it has terrian, the picture links and wiki links - plus it works with the GPS. Here is the CNET review

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IN other mobile news, I just some people have gotten android running on the tilt. I never thought I would use that phoe again but I might switch back for a while with android.

10/27/2008 00:17 #46357

Vegan Buys Tortoises in Africa
Category: animals
After getting back from a trip to morocco in 1996, I sent this letter to my parents. There was more to the letter but the star of the story was my expereince with these tortoises. I really love tortoises. I think I believed this story would end up in some animal rights zine. If only I had a blog back then. During the 90s, before the internet everything was in zines. Maybe some of you remember how crazy popular zines were. There were zines about everything and you would get them at local bookstores, at music shows, etc.

Here I am the year I wrote this. Before the happy trail turned into a happy rain forest.

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Dear Parental Guidance and their youngest child, my biological brother,

A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A TORTOISE LOVING VEGAN CRUSADER
On a 90 degree humid day in marakesh, morocco, I was pacing quickly though the market as to avoid the possible "sales confrontations" that African Markets are so famous for. I began to speed up when appoaching the leather district as it is so hard to explain dead cow in a foreign language. The glance given by the corner of my eye was caught by an odd instrument upon a store wall. It resembled a tortoise but had a leather wrapper stick attached to one end and some decorations. To my surpirse it was a highly decorated toirtse carcas. Outrageous as it may seem, western tourists pirahcse them under the pretense that it is a guitar.

I contrinued to walk along in disgust until I reached an apothecary, curious as I am a someday botanist, as to which plants were utlized as medication ,narcotics, aphrpdesiacs, etc. A hardly audible scratching noise was emminating frm a box inside the store. It reminded me of the obessessive scratching rituals my tortoises particpated in when they were restricted in territory during travel. I asked the store keeper what sort of animal he felt it was proper to keep in a small box with no air aholes. He said it was only a tortoise and they are made into some sort of aphrodesiac. I asked his price for all three. After an endles series of bargainings we decided on 350 girhma, This is approximately $35 US. He was nonetheless exceptionally surprised. The tortoises were a geochelone variety but without a texonomic guide thats as far as I could go.

I was given the tortoises in a plastic bag, similar in shape and function to a walmart bag. It was absolutely useless. Immediatly I took the tortoises out and carried them in my arms, They were three different sizes. One 7 inces, one 4 and one 3. The largest was a male, as he made certainly apparent, the other two were female I believe, having relatively small, wide tales and completely flat carpaces. Part of the bargain was that I would not tell the police where I got them if questioned. I swore on my word, with my fingers crosses of course. I brought them to a man I knew was going to the mountains on wednesday. He said he would take them, to their proper habitat and was so impressed with my convinctions that he invited me to dinner of couscous and tomato soup vegan of course.

For the two days unitl he left fo the mountains, I visited his home and brought the tortoises a bounty of food. They ate extremely well for the stress they put up with. When I left morocco I knew what I had acocomplished was only a fraction of what has to be done. In northern Africa, as well as other 3rd world reptile habitats, tortoises are currently being mutilated and gutted to make isignificant trinkets of death, such as guitars, jewlery, aphrodesiacs, etc - although international, as well as, regional law and their enfrocement have made a stance they are not enought, nor will they ever be, These tortoises are not dying because the natives subsist on "tortoise parts" and in actuality, the natives are not at fault in the issue. It is another case of eco-unfriendly tourism. The ones to blame here are the western and asian tourists who bring these horrrific souvenirs of tortured death home.

Just as in the issue of fur or the veal industry, the only way to stop the madness is to inform. So this month try and tell 10 people a week about theis issue Make it simple and to the point. Then mhave them all also promise to tell 10 people a week for only month. In no time millions of ppeopl will know and you have have made a difference.

WAIT DO NOT SEND THIS I HAVE TO CORRECT IT AND ADD MORE EMOTIONAL APPEAL!

Love,
Vegan


jenks - 10/28/08 23:49
i just love the part at the end about more emotional appeal. hahahahha!
tinypliny - 10/28/08 00:58
That's so interesting!!! Post more letters!!! Loving them!

BTW, in that photo you look like some of those old south indian kings and god sculptures at the Southern temples. :)
iriesara - 10/27/08 11:51
I so can believe it's you writing, you've always written (and spoken) like that when it's anything remotely intellectual. In fact, whenever I read Sherlock Holmes, it's always a little bit of you with whatever fake british accent my subconscious comes up with for you. You talk just like him.
paul - 10/27/08 09:33
Me either. Well not only was I very differently opinioned about food, although tortoises still hold a special place in my mind, I was also young. This was written when I was 19 and now I am 31.
james - 10/27/08 09:31
I can't believe this is you writing Paul.

10/26/2008 23:46 #46356

Secret Societies
Category: secrets
One of my friends recently joined a secret society which got me thinking about the concept of secret societies altogether. Well that and watching the DaVinci code this evening and being confronted by the scumbagtologists on Main street the other day. I am so scared of the blond one. He scares me like Malachai from Children of the Corn.

To me anything that must remain a group secret and is not a matter of security is unreasonably suspect in nature. Especially when the secret is not a shared secret about some incidence experienced by all the members of the group but rather a secret which is in essence purchased from a group new members. If anything is truthworthy or morally upstanding it should be able sustain transparency and yet still survive. Secret beliefs lead to things like old boys networks and the Scientologists, or in worse forms Jones Town.

I am especially not a fan of anything where you donate money to gain stature and access to additional secret beliefs, regardless of the method of payment.

When I was debating about this with some friends they said Christian churches are like this because of tithing, etc. I actually think there are two major differences that separate the main stream christian churches and secret societies like the scientologists.

1. There are not levels of being christian in the main stream churches at least. You either believe in Jesus or not. There is no Jesus level 38 ultra super master.

2. The bible is not a secret. Its free to see and it is generally the full belief set of the religion. You don't have to pay for it by chapter and there are not secrets beliefs that you have to swear to not tell other people for fear they won't buy the book.

3. I find it hard to believe that say the episcopalians would turn anyone away for being poor. I can't say the same for the scientologists.
Paying for secrets is such an easy way to manipulate people.
metalpeter - 10/27/08 19:18
There are some that are so powerful they become known like Skull and Bones (if you believe that it leads to people joining the CIA). I have never been asked to be in one. But from the view point of the person in them they do sound cool, but they sound scary from the outside.
fellyconnelly - 10/27/08 06:21
hmmm now i'm really wondering which secret society it is. I love secret societies. At least i love watching documentaries about them!

10/26/2008 18:22 #46352

Personal Stereotypes
Category: stereotypes
This is in reference to (e:metalpeter,46343)

I think stereotypes evolved from the human need for the compartmentalization of sensory input. I am not saying the power structures that be don't take advantage of their subject's stereotypes in order to "control, police, and maintain systems of power." I just don't think they are created solely as a means for that.

As an example, I have steroetypes about types of food I like and don't like, which in turn affects the food choices I make and what I am willing to try. These are based soley on personal experience and no one is forcing those on me.

Now I now a flavor stereotype is worlds apart from a social stereotype but my point i sthat personal experince can also lead to sterotype creation and that not all stereotypes are pushed on an individual from outside influences. I am not saying the media doesn't reinforce social steroetypes or play a huge role in their proliferation, I just doubt they would not exist - even in the absense of the media or power structures.

Ridiculous Abstract Example
Okay, this is so contrived but lets say I was a blue person and all of a sudden I ended up in purple person territory and I was the first blue person to ever have contact with purple people. Furthermore, lets say that everytime I see a purple person they give me a hug and some food. After a few encounters I would assume that purple people are friendly. This is a stereotype but it was not necessarily informed by the social structure at hand or by any media, rather by personal interaction.

I realize that we don't ever really exist in a vacuum, however, I am often willing to let cultural stereotypes go in favor of ones from personal experience - or at least to give personal experience a chance before believeing in stereotypes of others.

Getting Real
Let's use a real example from my personal stereotype portfolio. Poor, inner-city black people begging for money in and around Allentown and the Elmwood Village. There is defiantely a prevalent social stereotype for these people that favors avoiding them. When I first started visiting the city I was so friendly with that group - I refused to believe in the stereotype because I didn't have that experience myself. I thought all the people telling me to avoid them were stuck up. You can ask anyone I am friends with, I was a sucker for the street person sad story.

I always gave them all money and I genuinely felt bad for them. Over time, living in the city, I have learned through personal expereince that it is in my better interest to avoid contact with all of them. I have been both physically and verbally harassed and had my house robbed by them. The robber actually asked me for $.50 to get to medina to see his "pregnant girlfriend" like 10 minutes before he robbed my house two years ago. Then this year he robbed at least two of my neighbors houses. Next time that guy asks me for money on the street I am going to have a hard time not punching him in the face.

At this point when I see a poorer looking black person approaching me on Allen, I completely avoid them. This would easily expand to white people if I had a bad experience with them. One time I even pretended to only speak german, during which the guy followed me for like 4 blocks continually harassing me - eventually I just ran. So ya, some people who are truly down and out are no longer going to get my charity, but I on the other hand am upping my personal safety by avoiding that group as a whole.

Does anyone else have personal steroeotypes they would like to share?
metalpeter - 10/27/08 19:42
(e:Paul) that is a very good post about personal sterotypes. I'm sure I have a bunch lets see if I can come up with a good example, by the way the one about the panhandlers is really good.

When I was growing up I thought well whites and blacks are all the same and race doesn't matter. I all ways had all kinds of friends and so there are people who are black that I consider family. Some people in the family are pretty good and some people have there problems and get in trouble. So there are sterotypes that I never believed that I'm coming face to face with. I know deep down that it isn't really about race it is about (not the right word) Poverty. Lets see some examples. Walking over to a girls house and get jumped then a buddy of mine comes running out of his house hits one of the dudes and they take off. One dude told me if he didn't know me he would rob me. I'm sitting on the steps with the kid and I can hear him pushing bullets into a clip .22 maybe. Friends no family have gone to jail, come over to visit and find out dudes locked up, lets see robed of rings by someone. But see I think the way our mind works is that instead of us thinking well this one dude is fucked up or well what caused this to happen it is much eiser for our mind to form these sterotypes. Lets say for example 98% of black man are good and wouldn't mess with anyone unless they are messed with first. See your mind doesn't have time to think are these the 98% or are these the fools who want to start trouble, so your mind as a way to protect starts to do things, you know it isn't right but your mind does it anyway. I think the same thing would happen if someone got robbed and everytime it happened it was by someone with Tattooes who was in a bike gang. Oh yeah when did it hit me? I think when I was watching some comedy maybe chris rock his differnce between brothers and Nigg.. bit and I'm laughing than a little bit later I think wait why was a laughing and it hit because some it was true or at least I thought it was true. If I was black that wouldn't be a problem but I'm white so it is a problem.
tinypliny - 10/26/08 20:48
I do. :(

I don't like people who are perpetually complaining about school. If you don't like it, then get the hell out and don't bring other people down with your whining.

Over time, this "stereotyping" of mine has gone to such an extent that I consciously and intentionally try to limit contact with people who are whining about learning, research or school. They may have their own valid reasons. But I don't necessarily feel like I want to share these thoughts or even agree in any way.