I stopped by there on Saturday afternoon. For the first time I didn't go with any of my friends, I went with my Mom. For the first time in quite a while she was up north & available. So we went and it was an interesting time. The first lesson that was established was I really as a wuss compared to my Mom. The point to illustrate this was when I suggested we park in the Kleinhans Music Hall and for the most part it was cool since no one was in the lot, it was early enough before the event later that night and no one was really there watching the place. As we were walking out some guy very far away at the end of the lot was saying something about a ticket. I actually got worried, but my Mom was like, "Who Gives a Shit, If they ticket me I have the money." Yea, I have to admit even though I heard this there was still a bit of anxiety bubbling down below the surface. She has real balls, unfortunately more than I do I sadly admit.
It was funny to see her in action as after the AAF we went to Cafe Europa. After realizing that she could have had X,Y,Z @ Toro she went in there and asked for a menu, to keep! I guess from how she operates in FLA she basically has a book of menus from places to reference addresses, phone numbers and prices. The real fun part was going into LU Modern Classics and having her give her opinion on everything in the store. Good times for sure is all I can say.
So we walked the entire length of the show starting down at the bend of Allen St. I really only picked up a melted 7 Up bottle, just for the fact that it had the old label on it when it was still made with Real Sugar & not High Fructose Corn Syrup. For the most part it was different and cool to hear her really express her disappointment at the the majority of the booths. Heck, she even dragged me to church; Well kind of, it was the open house of the Trinity Episcopal Church. I ended up buying a $2 bottled water from there just for the privilege of checking out the stained glass donated by people that died 100+ years ago.
It was definitely not my usual AAF, as for the most part in years past we would just make it a bar hopping extravaganza. From what I saw most people did do it as I saw a ton of cups originating from Coulter Bay on the street. It was the right move as I just wanted to avoid my "friends" this year & the unbalanced relationships that I have had with them in their favor for many years.
In my own personal take to
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In a crazy way I can see her point, but not in the same light as she was referring. As I have explained to people before, I am one of the few people that would leave this area for the reason of finding a descent wife. Usually the cause if career/job but for me it would be for someone that I can relate to and find attractive.
There are attractive people in WNY, but to be honest I wouldn't want anything to do with the self absorbed hotties that are around here.
So I can agree with you that there ARE attractive people around here. The point I totally disagree on is that there are very few quality people to take them any further than 1 or 2 nights.
Although for me in reality that really isn't too much of a attainable goal. As for me I just can't keep up a "normal relationship" with a "normal girl" just for the sheer fact that I just can't keep up the facade that I must have to go on. Eventually anxious or mildly depressed me will come out & when he does it's all over. So I guess that's why I end up with the goth chicks or the one's with low self esteem/wight issues. Especially the goth chicks, as I actually brighten them up to an extent and they can deal with my semi-regular lows.
At the end of the day on that topic, Dr. Neil Clark Warren is so right; You can't enter into a marriage if you're depressed. Any descent person just won't put up with your moping and whining.
So there it is a vulnerable
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I got to see this shows 1st and 2nd episode and it is interesting, the girl with the tattoos, to me seems very hot but she also seems like I know her. I know I don't but I wonder if she was featured on some other show or special about sex. I do have to give credit to the guy that is does things that most would find odd like being but fucked and sucking on a fake cock but then he doesn't want to do it on camera, that is a lot of honesty it really is. Hey I'm not saying there is anything wrong with ass play and being beat up. I'm saying that it is gutsy to admit that on camera. The thing I wonder is who does the editing him or showtime or the people who make the show. hey you gotta love showtime.
I have not seen this show yet I missed when it first came on but maybe I'll get to catch it, it looks good and sounds good.
I don't know. I think you should be yourself. Maybe people who don't like you for who you are don't deserve you. The very fact that you feel you are identifying with this person on TV indicates that you are really not like him because unlike him you see where your apparent "weaknesses" are. I put that in quotes because sometimes what you perceive as your "weaknesses" maybe your inherent traits that attract people to you. The mere fact that it didn't work for some other person doesn't really mean they wouldn't work for you. Its not one trait or the other. Its an interaction of several traits and your own expression and interpretation of those traits that make you who you are, for better or worse.