I love the song "Just Around the Riverbend". Who's with me?!!

So school is ending soon, I'm not thrilled about this fact. Still have no concrete plan for the fall. There are a few jobs I've applied for but so far nada. That's ok, it should be a sign.

The Stage Managment Grad School thing is not going to happen. Not because I didn't get in anywhere, but because I don't want to do it. I've missed the deadlines for a lot of schools but I've decided what I want to go for. I'm going to get my master's in Theatre Education. I finally feel good about something int he future.

I have a bad habit of denying myself things I know that I will want and will make me happy for shitty reasons. Since I was 10 I knew I wanted to be a teacher and I know I'll be good at it. I don't want to sound conceited, but it's true.

The schools that caught my attention are Boston University at Virginia Commonwealth University. There are a couple others, but those two seem like I'd fit into their program well, apparently SUNY Albany has a program, that's just random.

I almost cracked and broke my "no more shows this semester rule", but then what honestly made me change my mind was the mental image I had of Amie shaking her head in disappointment and I said no. Haha.


I head to 'bama in 3 weeks for my cousin's wedding. She just emailed me while I was writing this entry to ask me to be the guestbook attendant, all I can think about is the episode of Sex & The City where Miranda has that job at someone's wedding. I can't even remember whose, Charlotte's?

I should really start packing my room and cleaning it. Its such a disaster. I've been here 2 years and have accumulated that much junk. Awesome.

Here's Ben in my living room, the one on the right.

He was in MTV's True Life "I'm Going to Fat Camp"

Proof that I know a reality tv pseudo-star.

I forgot to mention in my last post...maybe because I was still recovering from that commercial that I know someone who was in an episode of True Life, the fat camp one.

I know a pseudo- reality TV celebrity.

Word.

I just saw a commercial for a new show on MTV called "Scarred".

Its a bunch of clips and stuff of skateboarders etc and their really bad injuries caught on tape. They showed lots of people with their feet turned completely around and blood pouring out of their noses and mouths.

I literally stared at the screen with my mouth open involuntarily for about a minute after the commercial ended.

MTV's True Life is one of those shows that once I start watching it I can't stop. There have been like 3 episodes in a row.

Ive been talking to this guy and I'm not sure I'm that into him. This dating thing blows.

any toot,

started out at laughlin's and played the awkward girl waiting for her friends for almost an hour before I said "fuck it" (ok i didn't actually say it out lout) and went to frizzy's and good times were had by all.
a shoutout to (e:mk) for convincing me to go to frizzy's and to (e:jessbob) for making sure our drunk asses got home safe.

i don't want to go to class tomorrow like its nobody's business.

one of my roommates hits the big 2-1 tonight at midnite. Since we can't go out I'm taking her to Wegman's at midnight to buy booze.

then my other roommate hits the big 21 on tuesday so i will be the drunk bus for them both tomorrow night. Jenna drove my drunk ass around a couple weekends ago so the favor is being returned.

so apparently in 2 weekends my roommates and i are having a birthday/90s sitcom themed party at our apartment. i want to be kimmy gibbler.

today (e:mk) and i looked up disney movie countdowns like the top 567 disney heroes and top 100 songs and like top 4000000 villans. A Whole New World was the top song. I concur.

Ok who loves the movie "The Sword in the Stone"? I love it but it never gets the recognition it deserves. Its a quality film. Its sweeeeeeet.