Finally joined the 21st century and got high speed Internet. It was a real pain in the ass to get everything installed. The whole process took about an hour and a half. My house is a freaking mess and stuck in the 1970's. So he had to drill a hole from the outside :-/
This is really nothing to compared to the raw emotion I am still reeling from right now. My conscience got the best of me and I had to tell someone something. I'm not too sure if they will ever speak to me again, and I really can't blame them it they never do.
Just what the hell am I doing with my IRL friends lately? I am either breaking it off with them or doing something incredibly stupid to force the issue into default.
Could it be that the universe is telling me to just pick up my roots and get out of town?
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05/13/2006 17:53 #37103
glad to be backCategory: potpourri
05/11/2006 18:26 #37102
Game 4Category: hockey playoffs
Well feeding my Internet withdrawl I stopped by the Adelphia booth on the 100 level and found fellow e peep ((e:mrmike)) working!
Wow pretty cool stuff.
Just had a roast beef fix at the old "poor man's aud club" and now I am just taking in the pregame hype.
This is going to be a crazy night no matter what the outcome!
Go Sabres
I feel ultra cool right about now as I am wearing an old Sabres hat from the early 90's. It's 100% wool and I think I bought it during the 89-90 season and it has been sitting in my closet since they changed over uniforms. Thank God I never threw it out. These hats for $18 + tax are just ok.
EDIT:
Well the game isn't going as planned. I am fearful that wearing my authentic old school gear may have brought the negative ghosts from across the street (the old aud)
It's just that I want to see the Sabres advance when I am there. Too many times when I was a kic I would go to elimination games and Buffalo would be golfing after losing to Boston or Montreal.
Wow pretty cool stuff.
Just had a roast beef fix at the old "poor man's aud club" and now I am just taking in the pregame hype.
This is going to be a crazy night no matter what the outcome!
Go Sabres
I feel ultra cool right about now as I am wearing an old Sabres hat from the early 90's. It's 100% wool and I think I bought it during the 89-90 season and it has been sitting in my closet since they changed over uniforms. Thank God I never threw it out. These hats for $18 + tax are just ok.
EDIT:
Well the game isn't going as planned. I am fearful that wearing my authentic old school gear may have brought the negative ghosts from across the street (the old aud)
It's just that I want to see the Sabres advance when I am there. Too many times when I was a kic I would go to elimination games and Buffalo would be golfing after losing to Boston or Montreal.
mrmike - 05/11/06 22:53
Glad to make my first epeep contact -- Here's to more!!
Glad to make my first epeep contact -- Here's to more!!
metalpeter - 05/11/06 18:36
I remember when I used to go there and get Adelphia points on my adelphia card. There internet was amazing, glad they reopened that up. But Why is the Poor Mans Aud and the Adelpha Zone not open for Bandits games. Those two things should be open for all events during Hockey Season. That Roast Beef with the Poatatoe crisps (chips) is verry good, I know that bar has to be packed to the gills. No Mater what happens it will be a blast. GO SABRES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I remember when I used to go there and get Adelphia points on my adelphia card. There internet was amazing, glad they reopened that up. But Why is the Poor Mans Aud and the Adelpha Zone not open for Bandits games. Those two things should be open for all events during Hockey Season. That Roast Beef with the Poatatoe crisps (chips) is verry good, I know that bar has to be packed to the gills. No Mater what happens it will be a blast. GO SABRES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
05/09/2006 13:27 #37101
@ Cafe 59Category: feeding my addiction
Got an early out today at work, but I didn't make out so well since I went in at 5am. Feeling a bit groggy, but I'm ok. Again my guilt about being indoors on a day like today but this is only going to be for a short while. All I can say is that this whole experience makes me a bit nervous about how much the net means to me.
So as I am here I am ease dropping on a conversation between someone from Youngstown and her financial adviser. She is marrying the big local bartender j.b. Interesting.
Now back to something kinda important.
Well at least no Internet has given me a reason to catch up on the MTV show 8th and Ocean. Unfortunately I have been feeling much pain in watching "Teddy." It just hits too close to home with T.J. and I could see myself doing what he has done. It doesn't hurt to be from the same neck of the woods and have a couple of the same mannerisms
On another note, Am I am bad person for getting some satisfaction in seeing David Blaine "Fail" last night?
So as I am here I am ease dropping on a conversation between someone from Youngstown and her financial adviser. She is marrying the big local bartender j.b. Interesting.
Now back to something kinda important.
Well at least no Internet has given me a reason to catch up on the MTV show 8th and Ocean. Unfortunately I have been feeling much pain in watching "Teddy." It just hits too close to home with T.J. and I could see myself doing what he has done. It doesn't hurt to be from the same neck of the woods and have a couple of the same mannerisms
On another note, Am I am bad person for getting some satisfaction in seeing David Blaine "Fail" last night?
libertad - 05/09/06 18:52
I would pay $ to see a pic of his dick after being in the water for all that time. It must be so nasty. Just look at his fingers.
I would pay $ to see a pic of his dick after being in the water for all that time. It must be so nasty. Just look at his fingers.
vincent - 05/09/06 14:38
Thanks, I felt as if I was the only one in the world "Hating"
Whatever became of him and Fionna Apple?
Thanks, I felt as if I was the only one in the world "Hating"
Whatever became of him and Fionna Apple?
hodown - 05/09/06 13:43
Not a bad person at all. I can't stand David Baline. He is a pompus retard. I know this first hand from a rooftop photoshoot in which my friend was involved.
Not a bad person at all. I can't stand David Baline. He is a pompus retard. I know this first hand from a rooftop photoshoot in which my friend was involved.
05/08/2006 16:44 #37100
ARGG!!!Category: tech support
No home Internet service until Saturday!
I am actually having withdrawal. The only time I came close to this was when I was in Poland and for 2 weeks wasn't connected at all. Finally my cousin found me a Internet lab and I was extremely happy. The only person that could relate to my plight was my cousin in law if there is such a concept, cousin Bogdon that lived in Australia for a number of years and spoke fluent English. All the way in Eastern Europe I found someone that once had a M.U.D addiction as well :-) ah, the global connectivity of it all :-)
Well the day is just too nice to be cooped up in my local library all day.
I rotated my wheels and I am going rollerblading?
If anyone every wants to get together please let me know. Having a pace partner would be so sweet!!!!
I am actually having withdrawal. The only time I came close to this was when I was in Poland and for 2 weeks wasn't connected at all. Finally my cousin found me a Internet lab and I was extremely happy. The only person that could relate to my plight was my cousin in law if there is such a concept, cousin Bogdon that lived in Australia for a number of years and spoke fluent English. All the way in Eastern Europe I found someone that once had a M.U.D addiction as well :-) ah, the global connectivity of it all :-)
Well the day is just too nice to be cooped up in my local library all day.
I rotated my wheels and I am going rollerblading?
If anyone every wants to get together please let me know. Having a pace partner would be so sweet!!!!
theecarey - 05/08/06 20:08
hahahaha.. I could offer to ride along on my bike, if that is helpful
hahahaha.. I could offer to ride along on my bike, if that is helpful
mrdt - 05/08/06 19:58
hey, I'm all for it. I've been thinking about that new path along the Bob Moses in Lewiston. We just need a third or a chic so people don't think we are.... ya know?
hey, I'm all for it. I've been thinking about that new path along the Bob Moses in Lewiston. We just need a third or a chic so people don't think we are.... ya know?
theecarey - 05/08/06 17:57
if you have a laptop, you can come connect in my driveway! I'm likely to be out there myself on these nice days. ;)
if you have a laptop, you can come connect in my driveway! I'm likely to be out there myself on these nice days. ;)
05/04/2006 17:12 #37099
This is semi-degradingCategory: life changing
So here I am at my local Library. This is not bad in itself but I am here using the computer. The reason is my Internet access at home is no longer. I had been meaning to get something set up prior to expiration but now I have nothing. I'm like some loser here feeding my net addiction. to be honest I don't think I have been in this building in 10 + yeras. When i was a kid still in school I almost spent all of my free time here. Yea, it was socialization and messing around but still it brings back some memories. The "Red Brick School House."
Now what do I do? DSL is not an option in my hood. I really despise Adelphia, but if I can mange to get a deal I may hop on board. What I am thinking for the moment is get Earthlink and wait another 6 month and hopefully someday Verizon will offer that service in my supposedly affluent subdivision. Yea, get it all the time from my neighbor 0.5 miles away that has DSL.
Not much going on lately. In some ways I am right back in the same place I was last year with the same couple of people. It is surreal how it has come back full circle, but without the guilt or other drama.
Something is going to give regarding all of the aspects of my life. I can feel it and at the moment I don't know how it is going to play out. I am just hoping that a few things I have been laying the groundwork pan out.
Now what do I do? DSL is not an option in my hood. I really despise Adelphia, but if I can mange to get a deal I may hop on board. What I am thinking for the moment is get Earthlink and wait another 6 month and hopefully someday Verizon will offer that service in my supposedly affluent subdivision. Yea, get it all the time from my neighbor 0.5 miles away that has DSL.
Not much going on lately. In some ways I am right back in the same place I was last year with the same couple of people. It is surreal how it has come back full circle, but without the guilt or other drama.
Something is going to give regarding all of the aspects of my life. I can feel it and at the moment I don't know how it is going to play out. I am just hoping that a few things I have been laying the groundwork pan out.
theecarey - 05/04/06 20:14
I have verizon service.. you only live a few feet away from me and the company service isnt available to you??
I dont know what I would do without DSL. Not much of an Adelphia fan, myself. The price is too high. Anyway, good luck on finding a service. I need to check out the Red Brick.. I never thought that they would have the internet.. I am still picturing the card catalogue being used :)
I have verizon service.. you only live a few feet away from me and the company service isnt available to you??
I dont know what I would do without DSL. Not much of an Adelphia fan, myself. The price is too high. Anyway, good luck on finding a service. I need to check out the Red Brick.. I never thought that they would have the internet.. I am still picturing the card catalogue being used :)
maybe time to make new ones. you can call to hang out whenever :)
I have thought about this a lot of times. I think that Buffalo is a small town and I need to get out in order to meet new people. Then I go to some giant event like taste of buffalo or or the artvoice fest and I realize that there are hundreds of thousands of people I don't know, right here in town. Changing jobs or apartments/houses can be as socially invigorating as canging cities. I guess that doesn't help the weather or get rid of the old friends though.