My grandmom used to say herself like "People who got old should die" when she was alive. I don't know that I traslated her words very well or not. This is a kind of Korean expression when old people make mistakes. I know Americans could think "that so bad whatever" But, Koreans are sometimes very self-conscious so that sometimes they use torturering words for themselves. So, don't misunderstand it.

Well, I felt that way last night. Sometimes I forget something easily but most time I remember everything. It was weird. I forgot my keys where I put them at the pink last night. I thought I lost them. My car was in the parking lot but there was no my car key and house keys.
I got little scared because I couldn't go home also I don't have extra house keys.
I was looking for my keys all over the pink with the security guys. But, we couldn't find them. Then, later around I remembered that I asked Arzu to put my keys in her bag because there were so much stuff on my hands and I didn't carry my bag last night. Oh well, I totally forgot about it. I think I should carry things smaller. In my porkets, there were my cell phone, cigarrets, big wallet, and stupid big key chains. I think I gotta change my key chain accessary.

Oh well, I'm happy because nothing I didn't really lose last night.

I posted 5 journals today.
This one should be last one.
There is one more show coming up, but I'm not excited about that.. and this is the poster for the show that I made.

It's almost over. Well, I haven't planned anything for this Summer yet. Actually, I'm scared of this Summer. What I'm gonna do. I have to find a job for one more to graduate actually.

Well, I'm planning to live with Robin in this Summer. It would be good not to get lonely anymore and Robin is my buddy.

I've been teasing her a lot these days. She was unseriously yelling at me "you are so mean". I don't know why I like the way she reacts, which makes me laugh a lot. She is so cute that way. That's why I do like that. I think I'm insane.

These days, I'm kind of doing nothing actually. There is one more show coming up that I'm involved in. But, I'm not really excited about that at all. I was too concentraited on my project for city hall installation for a while, then I got feeling little relaxed. I don't know.

That's why I haven't really realized that this semester is almost over. I'm kind of sad of a lot of people I know will be gone after this semester. Well, the next will be me.

I talked to one of professor today and told him that I'm kind of in a dilemma where I should go after school. I asked him if I have to go to school for PHD, he said.. no.. too much school. He told me that I have to find a job that I can survive and do my work, show my work galleries, submit it to festivals whatever. I don't know. I told him that I'm very lazy of those kind of things. He said.. no.. I have to do it. It makes me feel busy and frustrated already. I don't know.

Well. I hope everything will work out for me. Seriously.

SJ

I think all you guys have been hearing this show many times. Please don't get feeling tired of hearing this, Please.

Here is the poster for the show.
Check it out.