Well, I tried to correct my english whatever I've wrote here on Elmwoodstrip.
Sometimes, I write something randomly whatever comes up to me. So, I don't usually care of my english or grammer whenever I try to write something here.

Then later around, I read them again and find out my poor english. God damn it.
Sometimes, I say myself, "I don't wanna bother it, it's okay, this is a journal thing" then, very soon later, I start to wonder "how many people have read my journal?" like that. Oh well.

I need to sleep. I want to write something, but I need to sleep again.
I have a class at 9:30. I'm always late for that class. My group people are getting to hate me late.

SJ

I've been out of my mind. Well, I think I am all the time.

I went to homedepot with Robin today.
- Robin has been sick and she seemed little watching my face today because I told her that she is so young by what she was saying to me the other night- Actually, it doesn't really matter to me.

Anyway, while waiting for Robin getting some stuff for her installation, I was looking up at the entrance of the homedepot and imagining people I know coming up to me. There were my co-worker, ex-boyfriends, and my neice and nephew.

Well, I got little sentimental by what I was doing there. I can't see them here in Buffalo. They are in somewhere else right now. We are all alive in somewhere else, but we can't see each other.

My co-worker. I could tell people that I loved him so much but I never told him.
I knew he knew that, but he also never brought it or asked me either.

I kept seeing him coming towards me over and over at homedepot in the priod of times we worked together about 8 years ago. As soon as I got the office, he always called me "Hey Designer, I need this" I always replied him,"hey I need a coffee first" I kind of seemed to ignore him.

I used to call and tell him how tough my life is here in Buffalo when I got here first time. At the time, I felt that I am like a baby. He was very nice to me all the time. Sometimes he entertained something for me with jokes. Ah I miss him so much. I know I loved him.

Well, I need to go to bed right now.. Stop thinking.

SJ

oh no..
we lost one hour again. I was gonna sleep little more.. then I can go to school around 8 pm to do something.

but, I can't go back to sleep again because it is 7:30 pm.. it's not 6:30 pm.
Fuck it.

It always makes me confused.

Hum.

SJ

Well, I was surfing internet and found out a website maintained by North Korea.

It is an on-line card game website, but it's so funny. There are 4 language options on the top menus. Try it to enjoy if you want.

www.jupae.com

I was trying to write something for their bulletin board , but it did't go through.
Oh well.

But, I can't believe my eyes right now.

SJ