It's almost over. Well, I haven't planned anything for this Summer yet. Actually, I'm scared of this Summer. What I'm gonna do. I have to find a job for one more to graduate actually.

Well, I'm planning to live with Robin in this Summer. It would be good not to get lonely anymore and Robin is my buddy.

I've been teasing her a lot these days. She was unseriously yelling at me "you are so mean". I don't know why I like the way she reacts, which makes me laugh a lot. She is so cute that way. That's why I do like that. I think I'm insane.

These days, I'm kind of doing nothing actually. There is one more show coming up that I'm involved in. But, I'm not really excited about that at all. I was too concentraited on my project for city hall installation for a while, then I got feeling little relaxed. I don't know.

That's why I haven't really realized that this semester is almost over. I'm kind of sad of a lot of people I know will be gone after this semester. Well, the next will be me.

I talked to one of professor today and told him that I'm kind of in a dilemma where I should go after school. I asked him if I have to go to school for PHD, he said.. no.. too much school. He told me that I have to find a job that I can survive and do my work, show my work galleries, submit it to festivals whatever. I don't know. I told him that I'm very lazy of those kind of things. He said.. no.. I have to do it. It makes me feel busy and frustrated already. I don't know.

Well. I hope everything will work out for me. Seriously.

SJ

I think all you guys have been hearing this show many times. Please don't get feeling tired of hearing this, Please.

Here is the poster for the show.
Check it out.

Well, I tried to correct my english whatever I've wrote here on Elmwoodstrip.
Sometimes, I write something randomly whatever comes up to me. So, I don't usually care of my english or grammer whenever I try to write something here.

Then later around, I read them again and find out my poor english. God damn it.
Sometimes, I say myself, "I don't wanna bother it, it's okay, this is a journal thing" then, very soon later, I start to wonder "how many people have read my journal?" like that. Oh well.

I need to sleep. I want to write something, but I need to sleep again.
I have a class at 9:30. I'm always late for that class. My group people are getting to hate me late.

SJ

I've been out of my mind. Well, I think I am all the time.

I went to homedepot with Robin today.
- Robin has been sick and she seemed little watching my face today because I told her that she is so young by what she was saying to me the other night- Actually, it doesn't really matter to me.

Anyway, while waiting for Robin getting some stuff for her installation, I was looking up at the entrance of the homedepot and imagining people I know coming up to me. There were my co-worker, ex-boyfriends, and my neice and nephew.

Well, I got little sentimental by what I was doing there. I can't see them here in Buffalo. They are in somewhere else right now. We are all alive in somewhere else, but we can't see each other.

My co-worker. I could tell people that I loved him so much but I never told him.
I knew he knew that, but he also never brought it or asked me either.

I kept seeing him coming towards me over and over at homedepot in the priod of times we worked together about 8 years ago. As soon as I got the office, he always called me "Hey Designer, I need this" I always replied him,"hey I need a coffee first" I kind of seemed to ignore him.

I used to call and tell him how tough my life is here in Buffalo when I got here first time. At the time, I felt that I am like a baby. He was very nice to me all the time. Sometimes he entertained something for me with jokes. Ah I miss him so much. I know I loved him.

Well, I need to go to bed right now.. Stop thinking.

SJ