I can still taste vodka. My body is working to digest but it seems to take forever. Park st. had a birthday and I was guilted out to the pink. It was fun... strange but fun. I got around an hour of sleep. Then the lovely korean woman in my bed woke me up and asked for directions home. Then she got lost and kept calling so... I ate a couple soft boiled eggs and some herring. I've been planning for class today. I hate being a walking talking technical manual but that's what my kids want. They've broken my spirit. I've given into their desires.
This research is driving me nutty. It's so many things to put together but I can do it. It's time to become a hermit and get em done. I still need three people to shoot a video of. I think I will ask Julie, Soyeon and Arzu if they will do a sequence. This project seems to be more about relationships than absurdity, unbelievably.
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04/05/2006 10:59 #33670
to excess04/03/2006 05:27 #33669
elbow down, touch again, do a few moreCategory: fucking 6am
I need a boyfriend but one I can send home with ease. It must be spring fever. I know I'm not good with guys but Jesus Christ, everyone needs a lay every now and then. Do I scare men. It's either that or... well, maybe y'all can tell me the problem. Should I put on a faux innocence to be romantic?
Thanks for the cow advice. I wish things were easier. All I want to do is walk a cow around downtown Buffalo but without a truck or money, it just seems infeasible. I really have to get a move on if you know what I mean. It has to do with the changing of times. I hate being commodity dependent for happiness but at the same time, could you imagine killing your own meat?
I hate seeing my sister make up to her daughter for the lack of time she spends with her by buying her shit. I know she has bills but what if she just quit her job and hung out. I mean food and shelter are the biggies. They always have shelter. They could make a garden. What about me though? I buy shit all the time with God Damn loans, usually ephemeral things intended for immediate consumption but not always. I have a media addiction, books, movies and music.
I'm bothered.
I really can be bothered.
I found an old roll of film and had it developed. It's from inside my old apt. at 226 elmwood. I think I cooked mac and cheese for Soy. It was back before she moved to the suburbia and became a housewife.
reason # 2304 not to have a boyfriend
regular sex makes the majority of people lazy and boring (but then some people have always been one or the other), must be a comfort thing.
Thanks for the cow advice. I wish things were easier. All I want to do is walk a cow around downtown Buffalo but without a truck or money, it just seems infeasible. I really have to get a move on if you know what I mean. It has to do with the changing of times. I hate being commodity dependent for happiness but at the same time, could you imagine killing your own meat?
I hate seeing my sister make up to her daughter for the lack of time she spends with her by buying her shit. I know she has bills but what if she just quit her job and hung out. I mean food and shelter are the biggies. They always have shelter. They could make a garden. What about me though? I buy shit all the time with God Damn loans, usually ephemeral things intended for immediate consumption but not always. I have a media addiction, books, movies and music.
I'm bothered.
I really can be bothered.
I found an old roll of film and had it developed. It's from inside my old apt. at 226 elmwood. I think I cooked mac and cheese for Soy. It was back before she moved to the suburbia and became a housewife.
reason # 2304 not to have a boyfriend
regular sex makes the majority of people lazy and boring (but then some people have always been one or the other), must be a comfort thing.
04/02/2006 06:17 #33668
I need a cowDoes anyone have a live cow I could borrow or know where to rent one?
I'm serious.
I need some help here. I know where to get dead cow but a live one...
I've no idea.
I'm serious.
I need some help here. I know where to get dead cow but a live one...
I've no idea.
shawnr - 04/02/06 11:51
I know that Knox Farm out in East Aurora (about 30 min away) has various livestock that they raise for living, not killin'. I took a photo of a creepy goat eye there awhile back... I don't know if they would LOAN you an animal, but you might be able to utilize one for awhile... Also, aren't there any 4H chapters in the area? There's got to be. I bet some kid raising her project cow would let you borrow it...
I know that Knox Farm out in East Aurora (about 30 min away) has various livestock that they raise for living, not killin'. I took a photo of a creepy goat eye there awhile back... I don't know if they would LOAN you an animal, but you might be able to utilize one for awhile... Also, aren't there any 4H chapters in the area? There's got to be. I bet some kid raising her project cow would let you borrow it...
zobar - 04/02/06 08:57
Ask a dairy farm; they're usually pretty helpful. We were organizing a cow chip bingo :::link::: game at school once and got in touch with a local dairy farm. They wanted to know which breed we wanted, male/female, &c., but all we cared about was whether it was a reliable crapper. Careful, though - sometimes they don't expect to get them back.
- Z
Ask a dairy farm; they're usually pretty helpful. We were organizing a cow chip bingo :::link::: game at school once and got in touch with a local dairy farm. They wanted to know which breed we wanted, male/female, &c., but all we cared about was whether it was a reliable crapper. Careful, though - sometimes they don't expect to get them back.
- Z
03/30/2006 18:19 #33667
pinkishit was a strange wednesday. i cleaned up my apartment a little bit and rewarded myself by going out to the pink. a few of my crowd showed up but left early. then i ran into aaron miller and talked to him for a while. then i saw my new neighbor and talked to her for a long while until she had to go to work at spot. she seems cool. she was pissed that someone called the landlord to bitch about her dog. i had to reassure her it wasn't me. so after she left some old dude who recognized her started talking to me asked me if we should get breakfast together. i went and hid in the bathroom while the bartenders kicked everyone out. then i sat around while they closed the bar. i talked to dr.know. apparently he has a panty collection and would like to add mine to it. i talked to raul, the guy who comes in to clean up. he wanted my number but i was drunk enough to be reasonable and direct and tell him i didn't want him to call me. then i chris gave me a lift home and told me about his broken heart. guys are pathetic when heartbroken. i makes me want to laugh even though i feel bad. he says "i want her back" reminds me of my old flatmate Albrecht.
Some good news is that I'll be doing a screening at Hallwalls the first week of May. This is good because it will give me some motivation to complete my productions. It looks like I may be able to get out of UB after all.
Some good news is that I'll be doing a screening at Hallwalls the first week of May. This is good because it will give me some motivation to complete my productions. It looks like I may be able to get out of UB after all.
03/27/2006 02:47 #33666
what pin up are you?- I am Bettie Page***
Girl next door with a wild streak
You're a famous beauty - with unique look
And the people like you are cultish about it
What Famous Pinup Are You?
If I read Josh's comments right he is talking about friends with Benifits or a realiable booty call guy. It sounds like a good Idea to me. Yeah sometimes the girl and or the guy can start to feal attached with out realising it but that dosn't always happen. Maybe find someone who you can call when you want but who if you meet some other guy at say the pink or wherever and he sees you with him it won't be a problem for. I wish you the best of luck with that.
that's a load of CROCK! i tried that - it doesn't work. guys are dumb as bricks.
Ms. Robin. :) I'd like to address your two most recent journal entries.
Although I don't know you that well, I don't think you scare men. You're a complicated lady, so if anything maybe its that guys are confused about you rather than scared. For example, I'm confused about the herring thing - I come from a Swedish family and even WE never ate that shit. I'm also confused about the picture of the tub.
How is your project going?
Anyhow, about the guys - look. Guys are pigs and will do pretty much anything to get laid. What you need is a friends with benefits kind of situation. Us fellas are pretty much gagging to get some action, so pick a good one out. Then, just say, "Look, I just want some action and I am not about to deal with some drama... don't get clingy on me and you're going to be VERY happy."
The fella might be stunned and confused for a minute, but once he wraps his brain around the proposition he'd be a fool not to take it. He might not be a "boyfriend" per se, but on the other hand you are still getting what you want, so fuck it.
Having a boyfriend doesn't necessarily mean you'll be a housewife one day. Actually, to be completely honest, if I ever get married and my wife isn't working, I'm going to be fucking PISSED. This is more or less universal for most guys, although there are some exceptions. For example, you definitely don't want to hear what Jason has to say about girls who demand a certain size diamond for her engagement, for example. Its shocking, disturbing, cheauvanistic, macho and demeaning.