"She'll not belong their."
"I'll be here four you"
"I shurly did when I took the first bite"
"For this place is fore the insane"

Those quotes are the highlights of the poetry I just found under the bed. I wrote it in the still of night in 1995, when I was 13. I was looking for old syllabi, when I came across this good and solid writing. I had to read it all. OK, back to paper fishing.

I'll give you one more fantastic quote

"One day I'll find a special place,
a place where you can see anyone you won'ts face,
a place where there is no pain inside,
a place where only unicorns ride"

hmmm, that is so good. that last line really makes you ponder deep thoughts, i bet.

I've been quoted twice this week and i'm terribly excited about it. Once in the buffalo news and once in the student newspaper . I like this being quoted thing because it's a way to get your voice out there without necessarly having to write.

"I AM FASCINATED WITH NEW MEDIA, WITH

EXPERIMENTATION AND THE WORLD

OF PLAY IN THE MIND."

-03

"Tell me to do things like, "Gee, maybe you should take out the trash. Try washing the dishes. Hey, you should put your clothes in the washer. Why don't you throw out the stuff rotting in your fridge?' "

"I have this severe problem of extreme messiness, and I really, really, really did need a little encouragement. I thought it would be mean to actually ask him to come clean himself, but some encouragement would be nice."

"We got one room fairly clean. Chris did a pretty good job and was very nice about it."

"Steve Kurtz is awesome and what the government is doing is wrong,"

-05


To bad there are so many sick fucks in the world.
-06

I found an old friend and sent him a message telling him
dear Scott,
> I am working on becoming obesity, i will get there eventually
> but in the mean time i feel comfortable taking about it, What
> do you wanna know?

he just wrote back and sent this link



So now I'm thinking, how nice. I have some video footage of Scott in a death/skeleton costume somewhere.(this is how I know he's real) His mask was good because the jaw moved on it. I think, Andy has some footage of me in Scott's mask with a pink wig on saying "you guys all want to do me now"
which could prove that I like to be an outsider because I say y'all here in the north. The situation could have been gendered, perhaps I was the only woman in the room so saying you guys made sense.
back to Scott, I was just looking for a jpg of my favorite painting. I found it
but then looking at his other stills I noticed that my taste in painting is... I noticed that my favorite wasn't the most popular. I like that, yeah.
I like his map from memory(it seems popular). I remember at that opening, my friend Luba was giving him a hard time because he forgot her native country, Bulgaria.
the wolf is just silly, I have to like that.

I have to think of a response message to Scott. I think I'll tell him that extreme obesity is a fantasy for me because then I would not be able to mess up the place so much if I didn't ever get off the couch. That seems logical.

sweet iced tea, I'm on a kick. I've been making it everyday despite the sink full of dishes. I fucked up my sleeping schedule this week so I have to fix it someday. I'm still trying to figure out this Germany stuff. I have two papers to write but I'd rather make a video. I was up this morning looking up books at the UB library but I slept instead of actually going to the library. I'll make it there tomorrow perhaps.
Lewis Hine is one of my current interest. He used to take pictures of the child labor going on in the textile mills in the early 1900's. My own granny was working in one of those places when she was a young'un so that's where my interest stems from.