praxis,

self-abnegation ,

my question, how can these words ever possibly exist together?

the other day i was walking to my car at night
in the cfa parking lot
and the car i walked by just started up running
on it's on
with no one at the wheel
it was like night rider
i thought the car was going to run me over
so i got into my car fast
then a minute or two later some guy walked up and got in the car
fancy shit
fucking machine junkies

This is for David.



Did I ever mention that I am eternally fond of Keith?

Soyeon just cooked us the best rice omelet. I'm Lucky to have a friend who keeps odd hours like me. I'm going to make us some chocolate chip cookies next. In the gas station we heard a song that reminds me of something funny.
A few weeks ago my mama called up and told me that she wanted to listen to one of her old snow springs Baptist church tapes but when she put the tape in instead of hearing her gospel music she heard the ugliest song. My sister ran in the room and tried to stop the tape before my my mom heard the chorus of the song but as soon as lori got in the room "I wanna fuck you like an animal" came belting out of the speakers. Ah, my middle school antics are still coming back to haunt me. One funny thing, Closer is one of Soy's new favorite songs.

I have some advice for all of you out there. Don't drink several budweisers and follow them with a couple of tequila sunrises and a shot of tequila. I don't care how "free" those last 3 drinks were. I've vomited 8 times today. I vomit, get thirsty, drink water, vomit again. I want a buffalo mommy who will let me watch tv on her couch and give me a washcloth for my forehead. I guess I did better than Keith, he actually vomited on the bathroom floor last night. That was after he stopped short on the drive to his house and catapulted me into the front seat from the back. I'm going to have a serious knee bruise to show off in a few days. I still need to do a few more things to my damn website but I think I need to be completely inactive today and try to comfort my fractured body. If anyone out there loves me and brings me a ginger ale I will reward them with an eternal fondness.


but uh... yeah

Happy St. Patty Day