i seriously need a break from life and scheduled things. I just want a whole free day that I don't have to spend finding gifts, doing errands for my parents, and working. I seriously badly need a day that has nothing in it. JUst lay in bed and do nothing all day. I have not had a free day since like i don't even know. Not that like everything I have to do isn't fun. Like I like all the family things and things with my friends i enjoy but its just like every minute there is something that needs to be done or somehwere I have to be. I just want a day where noone even talks to me. I can't be everywhere at once and get everything done. I am stressed and stretched to the max!

...in a purely gift getting way! Last night after work I was sitting and talking to my mom and she asked "what are you going to get with the money we gave you". And I was like "you didn't give me any money" and she was like "yes we did, there was a check in an envelope in the one box" and I was like "really?" Sooo needless to say after searching through some boxes we found a pretty generous check. She was like didn't you tihnk your christmas was lacking and your brother got more (cuz he got money for a Wii) but I seruisly did not. I was super happy. LIke seriuosly loved my gifts more than most years in recent memories. I really like everything I got and felt totally fine. It really did shock me cuz normally i would think my brother was getting better treatment but i relaly didn't notice. So anywho , how exciting to get this extra gift after I already thought I had a great christmas!!!

P.S. My life is complete because I got season 5 of Dawsons' Creek and so now own the complete series and speical final episode DVD. I can die a happy man

FIRST OFF MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
This was supposed to be my first post from my labtop with my new wireless router I got from my uncle for christmas today. But alas I am not tech savy at all and could not figure out how even to start the cd, like it made me choose a network router or something and I had no idea, and then it wouldn't close and messed up my computer. But I think my computer is ok but the wireless is not happening. (e:paul) will have to fix it tomorrow when he comes over for christmas....

...while trying to set it up I came across PeeWee's Playhouse on tv. Wowser that show is crazy. I relaly forgot how crazy it is. As an adult it seems way crazier. ANd so random going from one ting to the next. This episode had not only Laurence Fishburne, Annette Funnicelli and Little Richard but ALSO CHER!!! Seruiosly it is only like 5 minutes into the episode and thye have all been on already. It is crazy! i FORGOT WHAT A STAR POWERHOUSE SHOW IT WAS!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

P.S. Since I wrote this K.d. lang has showed up on the same episode.
P.P.S Charo just arrived

OMG because of my parents car accident and christmas combined we get like a gift basket/cookies/flowers about every two hours. And a telephone call about every 15 minutes. It is kinda crazy! I feel sooo bad for my mom. She got some pills to help the pain while she sleeps cuz she hasn't been able to sleep in a few days. And they make her sick to her stomach and throw up, which makes everything worse!!!! It is horrible and at christmas of all times!

I just want to say that Janice Dickinson , the world's first supermodel according to herself, and now star of many reality shows is quite entertaining. Seriulsy the Christmas with the Dickinson's special where she has her models run around with her in their underwear and sing songs to the townspeople is so fun! I would llove to be one of her models. Sure they don't get to do much modeling but they get to hang out with her and be her friend. And that's pretty cool I tihnk!