sick. I completely forgot how sick it makes me. I remember now why I stopped drinking it. It makes me completely sick to my stomach in the worst way. And trust me I can deal with stomach aches but these are way worse!!!

We saw Children of Men tongiht. It was good but really draining. LIke I felt like I ran a marathon when I got out. Like so suspenseful but also emotionally drianing with so much ups and downs, well mostly downs. But it was really good. I kinda want to read the book becuase i wonder if there is more detail about what happened in the world to make it like it was. The movie leaves most of that out.

So as yo ucan tell by the lack of pictures of me at this years party (and all of them fully dressed) I was not feeling so well this New Year's Eve. I got sick while at work (sore throat, shaking, cold sweating, headache, the works) I took a whole bunch of pills determined to party no matter what. After a few drinks though,the sickness returned and I laid down upstairs in the smoking room never to get up again til like 6am. I think I barely made it til 1am not sure really though. It was quite sad but I did enjoy myself until tha tpint.

I especially want to thank my (e:secretsanta) for an awesome gift. I love the scrapbooking stuff. I can't wait to start making one. I have seriuosly been wanting to start scrapbooking for a long time and now I have no excuse not to. I am gonna make a 2007 (e:stirp) scrapbook and will show my results at next years new years eve party.

New years day was a complete bust. I never got dressed or out of bed for the whole day cuz I was feeling so sick. Today I am somewhat better but luckily I only work inthe morning and night and had the afternoon off to take my dad to the docrtors for surgery and I could rest then>

HOpefully I will be better soon. And then I am ready to party it up super dupa style. Whose with mE?

i seriously need a break from life and scheduled things. I just want a whole free day that I don't have to spend finding gifts, doing errands for my parents, and working. I seriously badly need a day that has nothing in it. JUst lay in bed and do nothing all day. I have not had a free day since like i don't even know. Not that like everything I have to do isn't fun. Like I like all the family things and things with my friends i enjoy but its just like every minute there is something that needs to be done or somehwere I have to be. I just want a day where noone even talks to me. I can't be everywhere at once and get everything done. I am stressed and stretched to the max!

...in a purely gift getting way! Last night after work I was sitting and talking to my mom and she asked "what are you going to get with the money we gave you". And I was like "you didn't give me any money" and she was like "yes we did, there was a check in an envelope in the one box" and I was like "really?" Sooo needless to say after searching through some boxes we found a pretty generous check. She was like didn't you tihnk your christmas was lacking and your brother got more (cuz he got money for a Wii) but I seruisly did not. I was super happy. LIke seriuosly loved my gifts more than most years in recent memories. I really like everything I got and felt totally fine. It really did shock me cuz normally i would think my brother was getting better treatment but i relaly didn't notice. So anywho , how exciting to get this extra gift after I already thought I had a great christmas!!!

P.S. My life is complete because I got season 5 of Dawsons' Creek and so now own the complete series and speical final episode DVD. I can die a happy man

FIRST OFF MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
This was supposed to be my first post from my labtop with my new wireless router I got from my uncle for christmas today. But alas I am not tech savy at all and could not figure out how even to start the cd, like it made me choose a network router or something and I had no idea, and then it wouldn't close and messed up my computer. But I think my computer is ok but the wireless is not happening. (e:paul) will have to fix it tomorrow when he comes over for christmas....

...while trying to set it up I came across PeeWee's Playhouse on tv. Wowser that show is crazy. I relaly forgot how crazy it is. As an adult it seems way crazier. ANd so random going from one ting to the next. This episode had not only Laurence Fishburne, Annette Funnicelli and Little Richard but ALSO CHER!!! Seruiosly it is only like 5 minutes into the episode and thye have all been on already. It is crazy! i FORGOT WHAT A STAR POWERHOUSE SHOW IT WAS!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

P.S. Since I wrote this K.d. lang has showed up on the same episode.
P.P.S Charo just arrived