Can something be the best thing that has happened to you and the worst thing at the same time? Well not the worst, but like in one way it was a great time and I just loved it (THANKS TERES) but then it just at the same time reminds me of what I don't/can't have. So good but so bad. I don't know it makes more sense in my head.
ok i seirusoly have been searchign for a song for like an hour or more that applies to how i feel right now and cna't find one, i guess this one is sorta close, sorta in a way:
I don't know who I'm kidding,
imagining you care,
and i could stand here waiting,
a fool for another day,
but i don't suppose it's worth the hhprice, worth the price the price that i would pay
Everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction? I only feel the pian
There's nothing left to reason
WIll it ever change?
Ok that's not right at all now that I am reading it over again, wlel kinda but that sounds sad and I am not sad I am happyesque so hmm I don't know. I'll try to find a better one
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02/13/2004 02:50 #28595
Blissful?02/12/2004 12:07 #28594
Character DescriptionsWhy oh why do I loathe thee scriptwriting class? I love writing scripts and thinking of stories but now that I am forced to do it for a grade, I can't stand it and the characters and stories I am creating are the worst. Well actually this last one Frank O'Malley is pretty good but it took me forever to com up with him and I keep changing what he is all about. We had to answer like 38 qustoins about our character and my sheet is covered in cross outs and redos.
On another note, I got the first spot next to the door in the parking ramp today! IT WAS AWESOME! Especially since it is snowing a little. I think it may actually be where they were piling the snow but enough had melted that I could get my car on it, Woohoo now hopefully i can just get my car out of the spot later.!!!
On another note, I got the first spot next to the door in the parking ramp today! IT WAS AWESOME! Especially since it is snowing a little. I think it may actually be where they were piling the snow but enough had melted that I could get my car on it, Woohoo now hopefully i can just get my car out of the spot later.!!!
02/11/2004 01:47 #28593
Change, Change, ChangeSo things in my life seem to be changing lately, and anyone who knows me know I despise change more than anything in the world but yet for some reason this time it seems like it may be a good thing. I don't know, I think things may be changing for the better which is most likely a phrase I have never uttered before. We'll see!!!
Also, I wanna go see Movin' Out at Shea's. Has anyone seen it? Liked it? Billy Joel songs are good and so are musicals. I think it is next week though so I should prolly look into that soon!
Also, I wanna go see Movin' Out at Shea's. Has anyone seen it? Liked it? Billy Joel songs are good and so are musicals. I think it is next week though so I should prolly look into that soon!
02/10/2004 20:22 #28592
The Olsen TwinsIs it wrong to get the majority of your outlook on life solely from all the different MaryKate and Ashley Olson tv shows? I mean not solely Full House, but also two of a kind, their show with the models and their numerous movies? They just seem to have something to say about everything in life.
02/09/2004 01:31 #28591
Insanity.....and then someSo they say doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result is a sign of insanity....all i can say is uh oh!
I did two things I really hate myself for today, although they may not seem that bad to the outside observer but they are two things I swear against doing.
1. I was ok with a parking in a handicapped space becuase we had a parking handicpaped tag in the car. Peolple who do that seriously I usually think are the scum of the earth taking a spoace away from a handicapped person yet I partook in the devilsih practice todya. All I can say is my guilt is overwhelming and I will never do it again. I find some solace in the fact that there were two other spots that were open and so noone went without.
2. I left church right after communion and didn't' wait until the end of mass. But i coudlnt' get back to my seat and got frustrated and just left.
things are just slippinig out of control all around me and i don't like it!!!
I did two things I really hate myself for today, although they may not seem that bad to the outside observer but they are two things I swear against doing.
1. I was ok with a parking in a handicapped space becuase we had a parking handicpaped tag in the car. Peolple who do that seriously I usually think are the scum of the earth taking a spoace away from a handicapped person yet I partook in the devilsih practice todya. All I can say is my guilt is overwhelming and I will never do it again. I find some solace in the fact that there were two other spots that were open and so noone went without.
2. I left church right after communion and didn't' wait until the end of mass. But i coudlnt' get back to my seat and got frustrated and just left.
things are just slippinig out of control all around me and i don't like it!!!