its true. i actually made more as a nanny. now im cutting hair, making shit, and spending 30 a week on gas.

before, i walked to work.

i need to buy: shears, and trimmers, which cost about $300 total.

my car needs to be fixed.

my insurance is going to terminated if i don't pay 400 by fri.

my rent is overdue.

my utilities are overdue.

i lost my license again. my registration needs to be renewed by sat.

i havent bought a new razor in over four months. say hello to hairy legs.

my new diet will consist of noodles.

i feel like the moment things start to somewhatr sort themselves out, i get hit again.

even if i do get through school, my life is going to be total poverty until that point, and probably somewhat after.

this is depressing.

like anyone cares, but...

i hate waiting to eat when im this fucking hungry.



p.s. i had no power this morning and some bitch at work made me cry. i got no lunch and no chance to sit down. and i have to work tomorrow, and every sat and sun til god knows when.

i hate jobs too. wah.

bobby bobby, when will you learn. oh well, i still love you.

i wonder if whitney put these in a photo album...

i won't charge much, and i promise to do a geat job!

any takers?


i could really use the extra cash, really. :O)

me and (e:thesimeon) are back from az. what a lovely vaca, aside from the fact that my youngest uncle nearly died from an acute MI last sunday. it changes your perspective on life. we could do w/o that last cookie, and an extra walk around the block.

i miss my mom so much already, and so does nick, which is cute. we've been getting along so well, it's nice to have someone who's always on your team.

anyway, reality blows. im so broke, as usual. too many bills, not making enough money blah.

nick gave me this compy and im stealing wireless from my neighbor, it great! whoever said stealing was bad? i would like to be the modern-day
robin hood. except, i will be the "princess of theives", which is appropriate, since my name, sarah, means, princess.

hey, i have an idea. lets all try and be healthy, and happy, and work hard to get what we want. thats my plan. i think im gonna go for a run tomorrow, i hate running, but i need it.

hugs n kisses, goodnight