usually, i end up writing a couple sentences here, due to my lack of time, and or technology. posting from a cell phone can be a bitch.

do you ever feel like so much has happened, but really nothing has happened at all? this is how i feel. i guess that saying, "the more we change, the more we remain the same", or however it goes is really true.

truth is, with each passing day, i feel more and more disconnected from buffalo. my heart is somewhere else. im not sure what it would take to stop feeling this way.

for some people it is easy to live away from family, and i too have become accustomed to seeing my mother, sister and brother only a few times a year. however, this change makes everything seems so surreal, like eveything i do isn't actually happening, and im just wasting time until i see them again. i find myself having little thoughts, seeing things, that would make us all laugh, and wanting to call them up and tell them about it.

the solution to the problem is not so easy. either, i stay here, move to ny, where i don't feel i want to be, or, move to arizona.

this all probably seems so dramatic, but if you had a mother and sister like i do, you'd feel the same. honestly, the two people who have always come through for me, who i'd do anything for, and make life worth living.

p.s. this has nothing to do with anything in the entry, but i voted for the first time this tuesday. how exciting, and funny, and evil that the woman at the one polling place refused me a paper ballot. wtf? that bitch broke the law. ahhow, i ended up voting at 8:56, on a paper ballot at another polling place, and had to redo it, because i wrtoe on something i wasnt supposed to. possible the very last person to vote, but i was determined goddamnit. finished school, and voted. it's all in a days work.

p.p.s. come to my party! cindy will be there...

done with school. it feels weird and i wish i had my family here right now. i miss them so much. being lonely sucks. and so does having a broken car... come to the party on sat... more later!

just got in my car to meet a friend. turned it on. its shaking. there is something very wrong with it.

i have two days of school left, and my car is sick. wahhh, I've been working so hard. who wants to give me a ride? ha. grrrrrr.

A: this sucks a lot.


onto the rum and cokes. cheerio.

btw, we will still party like rock stars.

my house next saturday. hopefully all those who showed up will bring themselves back and then some... we gotta top it off this time. next week, marks the end of beauty school for me, and the beginning of something beautiful!


[size=l]so, (e:strip) bitches, git yo ass there![/size]

it is ann. and sorry but i wont be at the party, im in toronto, being a good friend.

i will be there in spirit.



p.s. im having a party soon though, hopefully you will still want to be my friend. :O) the reason for celebration is me being done with school, thats right, done.