ifind that now i have a decent living place, and the super cutest room ever; i never want to leave the house. that means no partying, no boozing(minus the occasional bottle of wine enjoying inside my beautious room), no wondering for me these days. i like it. im sick of the cold damnit and maybe i will decide that i need to be more social again when the sun shines and it is warm enough for me to frollick in pretty skirts and flippy flops. nough said.

btw. who are all these newsters? remeber what they say; "make new friends, but keep the old, one is silver and the other's gold". so, perhaps some people might realize im golden and call me back?????

rack of lamb tonight. lunch someplace with josh-u-a ho tomorrow. DELICIOUS WEEKEND.

and bth again. since when does my sister have one nighters and not tell ME first. biaaatchiiio. some wine will heal the pain...

ahhhhhhhhhhh.

two trips. one to see momma in az. one to see sister in apple town(new york).

(e:thesimeon) will be traveling with me to ny. how lovely.

p.s. i love these pretty pink flowers. i want to make a wreath and wear them in my hair.

live your life; accept it. don't let anger comsume you. understand we are all different and respect the choices of others, to a reasonable degree. do not become angered by what you do not like(to a reasonable degree) stand up for what you believe in, but don't shut down becuase you think nobody hears you. remain open...

or just let anger consume you. let yourself become defeated. anger is a bad seed.

it seems some people have taken this site too seriously, and life too seriously. i do it too. but one picture should not make you delete everything, take away all that you have shared in your journal.

one of my roommates moved out today after a small misunderstanding. other people were upset with this person, but it seems it was the situation that allowed my roommate to have an exucse to leave. that is her choice.

ok. this might not make sense to you, but, i guess what i'm trying to say is, if we let these little things hurt us so much, what will we do about the big stuff. the first step towards a better human race is a better understanding, and that cannot be accomplished when people just shut down.

anger just breeds more anger, but what do i know?



im off to have a fantastic time with someone who knows better than to stress the small stuff. she never even gets mad at me, and i can be a bad friend sometimes. ancient chinese wisdom?

that is what i want to say to some people sometimes. mainly people at school...

anyway. if you need advice on how to be trashy, i have it.


if you need a haircut, let me do it. im good, and ill do it for free, or for food. i just like to work on the youngsters, not the oldsters.


new apartments are wonderful. i need to unpack.



terry filed my taxes for me this afternoon; my life is complete. finally.

we all have to deal with it. sometimes, things just don't go the way you want them too.





p.s. why does it never stop snowing?


p.p.s. why do i have to drive home from school at 10pm? its scary, when it snows that is.















i miss my mom and my sister :O(