sounds like i missed out on a good time last night. however, i am in no condition for partying. must find job and make sure that my mom is gonna pay the bills. going to call saigon bangkok one more time, and then i give up. finding a job=no fun at all.

anywaysm and more importantly, i am waiting to hear from VESID. they may help me pay for school and hearing aids. i am crossing my fingers, because i really, really need this money, but i am not sure if i can get it in time for school. damn.

must start day.8*

yes, they are one and the same person... postal service was just a side project that ended up being pretty popular. hopefully they will get back togheter and do something else.

im sure it'll be ok tomorrow, but right now i really feel like crying or losing it; something.
it seems the more i try to get done, the more impossible it gets:

• have to pay rent- no money
  
• thought i had a job, but i have called them a million times and they never call me to come in?
  
• couldn't get the key to work in my aunt's door today, and i need to get my stuff and start throwing things out and repacking
  
• my car is slowly falling apart
  
• i don't know how school os getting paid for and it starts on the 8th, will I even go? my mom wont cosign a loan, so if i don't get money for my hearing loss, im basically screwed and i can't go
  
• have to pay ticket and go to driving school. another 150 i don't have

basically this is just a huge complaint list, ignore it. ill be ok when i beg my mom for money and she finally gives in. i can't wait to not be poor. i hate spending all of my time thinking about how i am going to pay for things, it really blows. hopefully, one year from now, i will be doing what i like making good money....8*

so, there's this website style.com, and i like to go and look at designer stuff and runway looks. its really fun anf the stuff is all so beautiful and artistic. i was going through a slideshow of people on the street and their unique looks and i came across this pic. to me it looks like tk stylin in nyc...

i hate those m-f-ers. they drilled the shit out of my mouth. my day was ruined by them. now i dant talk or chew. im hungry.

the dentist fucking sucks.:(

four cavities.one day. not recommmended.