but why does it feel like fall? yes, i agree the party was hit. hehe. i was kinda boring though. too much drug induced fun equals paranoia for this little one. i had to go to bed early. nonetheless, still qite fun.

jill, i must say, you make one hell of a cupcake. your outfit was also super chic. you rock hard.

soyeon, i better get more of that ham sushi one of these days, or whateverother korean specialties you have up you sleeve!

now, other stuff.


i bought a futon yesterday, yay! garage sale. lafayette. best ever. i love garage sales. they are fun to have. fun to go to. they always havethe best stuff. and for cheap. recylcing is great. you will always have something someone else needs that you feel is crap. yay for bed/couch chair. i love it. must go buy other vitals for new place today. im so broke...:)

• ps* we should have an estrip garag sale. we could raise money for another event! maybe next weekend at the art fest????

the partay is okay. but not as good as it could be. i think i just miss some vital members. two people who have been at the last couple parties there has been. you know who you is. you are missed. i will see one of you real soon, :), the other one, i will see you soon, but not soon enough.;)


the good news is, i made 15 in bartending tips. and i wont be real hungover tomorrow!8*

yea, im poor. however, i am so rich in other ways. its better like this. being wealthy doesn't make you any better. any happier. any prettier. you just have more stuff. i am trying to get rid of things and just keep it simple.

being on your own for the first time means being poor, and sometimes a little lonely. but i got the best friends ever. i have the best momma ever.

i am lacking the comforts of being at home, i.e., shopping, exactly the food i want to eat, the comforts, more money, and blah blah blah. i don't think its worth it though. i am free. free at last.


in the words of pdiddy, "can nobody hold me down, oh no, i got to keep on movin."

i will wake up now. i just woke up. yowza. i really think this new allergy stuff is making me crazy sleepy. or maybe im just lazy.

new job good. nice people. fun. hopefully i will make good money in tips. must go shower, find outfit, go looks for some needed items for the move...

yippie ky-yi-yo git along leetle doggie:)

that tj maxx is the best ever. i went in looking for a white shirt and black pants, and found both items at the total bargain price of $32.45. yay!

tina called me on my way shopping to check up. she wished me good luck with the jobby-poo. she's great. we gonna talk later.

im exctied/extremely nervous to start new job. why do i get so nervous about everything? i really need to stop this. i know, everything always works out fine, but somehow i envision the world ending when something scares me. maybe if the world ended i could just get rid of this dumb nervousness.

on another note, im super exctied about new room. must decorate. think color scheme. i don't know. colors. they are all so great. how will i choose.

here are the choices:

pink/brown
brown/red
cherry red/creamy/limey green
green/brown/off white
red/black/off white...

i really can't deal with the thought of not having everything go together, but not in a martha stewart way. it just needs to maintain a cetain homeostasis. we can mix and match, but i want everything to blend. i also want to create the illusion of space, as the room aint that big. what am i talking about? i have to go get ready for work.8*