so, by the records kept here at the (e:strip)... it has been closer to ayear since i been here than from what whatever it is i been doin in the real world. Im not all that surprised...the past year have had about enough action for four or five years and through either exceptionally poor time management or an abundance of *shit* to do I am entirely weary....I am going to the doctor about it tomorrow: an appointment made on 4/20 in the hope of procuring some drug to relieve all my woes when alls i really need is a week off, and some sunshine and....well, you know. maybe some good company, but, not if it interrupts my sleeping. No, really... it sucks. Things are not finishing horribly well with school (whowasisaid 'all things must end poorly else they'd go on forever'? - had a tack on my past month or two) which has resulted in some strange brain fart, lethargic woes that make a pain in my stomach every morning and need for a couple of hours of thought drifting guilt heavy sleep...but...hell...if the doc wants to give me something for anxiety or for "pep" i would gladly take it. I'd take braincandy at this point just to go back to my happy place. I dunno what the next few days hold but from what i can guess i am not really looking forward to them. I hope all is well [or better] for all those out there in this chilly region...too all a good noose... i mean night...no, i meant noose.