Both today and before the game on sunday I've felt stressed out .. Arm hairs tingly and it isn't good... Starting the process to try and get help we shall see what happens.. but thinking back it dawned on me this is why I didn't make it those first parties I would say I was going to..... I would want to go and not freak out but stress would over take me I think and knock me out.... So we shall see what happens.. Turning 40 doesn't help .... Well a few penguins pictures....
That little Girl was amazing ........
Granted in some ways I do have a blessed life and love the sports stuff and the summer stuff.. But that isn't the same and I know it isn't good to compare my photos to people who are really good or those people who have the blessed life of a wife and a kid and go to bandits games and concerts or group of friends they hang out with and go out but one does cause when we see less off people we or I feel a little better ... Yes I'm happy for those people ... But that still leaves a part of you some place that goes well why not me.... Of course we don't see all the hard work and getting along that goes with that ..... may post some pics from the game tonight on here we shall see......
Thanks ........... Winter doesn't help things. The cold lack of light and all that stuff I don't completely understand.......
Sorry Peter, I hope you feel better too. I'm feeling pretty down myself. Seems to be going around. Not sure if i got cabin fever, winter Blues or whatever.
Hope you feel better.