So Don't really like talking about work... But it has been stressful lately... One guy I've worked with for years retired today... Good for him... But it will bring a lot of changes and we have a few systems that work really well... We shall see what happens.............

So I kinda had this policy of not posting about before (e:strip) but thought I should toss this out as I try to heat up the room I'm going to try to sleep in since it is cold... not enough time for photos of the game....

So way back when i worked at Wilson Farms I liked all the people I worked with... Sometimes we would hang out... The Problem though was that I didn't really have the money to hang out with them after work that much... But it was fun when I could.... So then at some point I joined the temp agency and started at the place I currently work as a temp.. And it was great I had money but yet I didn't have time to hang out with the friends really..... So I wasn't really happy either way but think it was fun back then... but hanging out with people was fun when it happened .........

Now I also had a bunch of friends and really an extended family who all lived over in the same area .... Cookouts and hanging out... Watching Football .... Basement parties it was all a lot of fun....... Yeah I had short Hair .....

Now I also... At where i work currently there was a time when we all hung out together and had fun after work... But can't really say to much about that.. may have all ready said to much...Not all the time but it was nice to be one of the boys.... Also at work when we would all pile in and go to lunch someplace I miss that stuff.....

Of course in College even though I wasn't that good... Being part of the Swim team and in HS also and other sports all that being part of a team is kinda the same thing...

Now I'm not saying that this hanging out and being one of the boys is the same thing as friends.. In fact just sitting around breaking balls on each other isn't the same but it is a good way to connect... I miss that at work....

Now granted there are many not so healthy things on line... But even though we disagree a lot.... Talking NFL on Twitter became a lot of fun.. It is kinda the same type of hang out.... Now it isn't the same as being in person but even talking wrestling as it airs or the walking dead isn't the same as like what are called viewing parties.... Like i use to have for wrestling but still a good time....

I don't have a real point just that with changes at work glad for feeling like one of the boys through twitter some times... But also I remember when (e:strip) chat you to be like that... Maybe with the moving of it ... It will get back to that level.....

Ok lets see if I can sleep.... being sick we shall see...................
didn't prof read this so it might only make sense to me ........
this post is really just for me.......
But I've heard that the feeling of brotherhood is strong in Military personal when deployed but I wouldn't know about really.... And think this idea is what gangs try to get....

That is it.........

So I took a bunch of pictures of the Sabres vs Penguins game... And Am going back tonight for the Jets.. But gotta talk about something first before I post like 10 photos maybe....

Both today and before the game on sunday I've felt stressed out .. Arm hairs tingly and it isn't good... Starting the process to try and get help we shall see what happens.. but thinking back it dawned on me this is why I didn't make it those first parties I would say I was going to..... I would want to go and not freak out but stress would over take me I think and knock me out.... So we shall see what happens.. Turning 40 doesn't help .... Well a few penguins pictures....









That little Girl was amazing ........

















Granted in some ways I do have a blessed life and love the sports stuff and the summer stuff.. But that isn't the same and I know it isn't good to compare my photos to people who are really good or those people who have the blessed life of a wife and a kid and go to bandits games and concerts or group of friends they hang out with and go out but one does cause when we see less off people we or I feel a little better ... Yes I'm happy for those people ... But that still leaves a part of you some place that goes well why not me.... Of course we don't see all the hard work and getting along that goes with that ..... may post some pics from the game tonight on here we shall see......

So timing wise I went to Jim's Steak out... Wish I was going out to see the stuff at Nietches but little under weather I could go... But Sunday I've got sabres and Tuesday Sabres as well so better to be well... Now if anyone wanted to see me naked on a stage sure :) It would be a lot of fun.. But also don't feel like battling with the cold out there.... I'm lame.....





Can someone please explain to me what is up with crazy Buffalo people at parades!? Hello it is in the St. you Sidewalk you can see fine this group of people are out past parked cars now I can't see... Grumble Grumble beads where flying it was intense some how I only get gold ones...







































So One of the things that drives me crazy... Is this cold weather in that if I wear a jacket then you have that on in the bar or freeze and be comfy hence another reason why I often don't go out... Plus out of cash not money so.......

There was this cool band out side that I should have stopped and recorded but I didn't so my attempt to at least show the scene...

Go out and have fun for me :)

So This is the first week with out football and it feels a bit odd.... Sunday is a depressing day even with good stuff cause it is back to work on Monday. Sometimes I wish I was "Normal" I mean work wise with a 9-5 .... You know have that group of people you hang out with after work for an hour or so :) , or even just someone to call in for yeah "yeah sorry Mr.Dunn won't be in today :)... Tonight The Walking Dead... There I go off topic a bit again but even when NFL was on all day at some point it hits you fuck work on monday ... Grumble Grumble... One thing I do miss about Wilson Farms is that you don't work every day... Of course making it to bandits games caused problems but....... I wonder if things like viewing parties would make this better or worse .....

So Valentines day 1st... Looking at the ads hurt today.... There was a time when I really liked this Holiday... Or at was at least fun... What happened to me? Don't know really, I really don't ... Scared Heart ? not sure ... But in any event for those that like it have a great time... Over on twitter when things come to me I've posted little jokes about the holiday.. I'm all for true love and all it is great... But the this gift here is equal to how much you love the person... Or maybe I've just seen to many Jared and Kay ads... They where things like if for Valentines day she introduces you to her "Friends" Merry them all... Or if she takes you out to see the New Die Hard movie because she wants to see it get that ring... Think I also mentioned if she does an Alanis (Goes down on you in a Theatre)... Twitter is fun but insane also a good place for porn if you want it ..... I admit going to see Die Hard would be fun......

But before then we Hit "Fat Tuesday" that is the end of Mardi Gras and then Ash wends. and lent starts.. So it is a great way for people to do all kinds of fun and then clean the slate the next day so.... I admit when I first heard buffalo did one my thought was like but it is cold and no flashing so what is the point... Just so you know I've seen ads for BoysGoneWild like the girls ..... It is tough to got out and get smashed with and early wake up the next day.... but who knows maybe ..... For those that can enjoy and please post many pictures..... Since it is Tuesday TheStripteasers are at Nietches at 11pm I might be able to make that I'm not holding my breath we shall see what the big camera does...

Oh that reminds me I saw this amazing camera think I'm obsessed with them for $300 at maybe target it is a Nikon with Android... Now I assume that means you need to get a phone plan with it... But you can take pictures and upload it to the web :) I need to look into that..... Cause if it uses a phone signal then it doesn't matter if say the bar has WiFi.... Wonder if as you upload a picture you can take another one ? Hey maybe someone rich lady with extra cash will see this and buy me one and we can test it out at her place :) ... HA seriously though it looks really cool...

In any event enjoy the holidays .....