Finally it really feels like I'm going home!!! My lastweek in NOLA and my friends are trying to get me out everyday, I'm not though. I'm trying to take it easy ;) I went to the a gay bar til about eight in the fucking morning!!!! My friend was trying to hook up with the bartender who actually wanted me. Ick!!! He was cute but he works at a gay bar in new orleans. No thank you!! So he took my friend instead in the bathroom!!!! Yuck so hos have no class. The hardest part about leaving is leaving my sis and nephew. I love them sooooo much!!!! But I do have to get on with my life and do what makes me happy. The boy I was talking to in Buffalo I told to kick rocks!!! If he wasn't going to move out from his Bf or ex Bf then he wasn't going to get any of this. I deserve better. But oddly I'm sad alittle. Damn these feelings!!! I must go now guys. See you all real soon!!! Xoxo

I'm all about love and loving one another, but seriously how much can one person take!!!! I don't understand why people feel the need to act any kind of crazy they can and expect the ones who love them to just take it. It's Bullshit!!! I don't care if it's a sibling, a lover, or even your mother. It's unacceptable, and it's hurting the ones who loves them.

I'm not sure if it's because they are crazy and really don't know that they are doing. Or if it's they are just being selfish and don't give a fuck. They way I've always lived my life is with the motto, that if you give nothing but love and care out into the world I would get it back. Not the case. Especially dealing with crazy folks. I mean don't get me wrong we are all crazy but there's a limit.

Crazy in love can be a double edged sword, and if we are not careful both of us can get really hurt and it may not be repairable. I'm really trying to be patient with these crazy hos, because I do love them. But I'm seriously on the edge. Their is way too much love out there going around out here for all this crazy negativity. Please keep love in your hearts. Xoxo peace out y'all

Dont know why they didn't pop up before.

What a weekend indeed!!!! K you see my Easter pimp, "Bunny Man" lookin for his bitches and his money. The egg is from my friends mother who thinks I'm soooo cute, and it says KT! The other pics are just random. I went to a FUCKIN strip club!!! Never been to one before and it wasn't bad. I was offered three lap dances and ofcourse I said no. But I did sit at the bar and just had a lot of convos with the girls. Got some stripper advice hahaha!!!

In other crazy news my mother thinks she's fucking PREGNANT!!! Wtf!!! And the bad thing is she says she would keep it!!! I can't have another sibling because I already know that I would be the one taking care of it and not her. And she's 48, so the safety of it, so what the hell man. Anywho I gotta go y'all. Xoxo

What did you just say to me? Bitch don't make me turn my CAPS LOCK ON!!! Anywho yes I have a twitter crush. This boy has been responding to my tweets for the last few days. He's super cute and we like a lot of the same things. Wtf?! I just use twitter to chat about nonsense to a bunch of strangers never thought I would be crushing on someone in LA. He did brighten up my day today chatting with him, and I definetly needed it considering I got terrible news today about my mother. :( I really wonder what's wrong with my family and wish they were normal like other peoples family. I don't need all the extra crazy. I didn't tell my twitter crush about my mother it's not exactly a nice flirty conversation piece. But he and (e:terry) made me feel a lot better today. So thank you xoxo. I can't sleep tonight so I'm watching halloween 2 then hopefully I pass out at some point. I can't wait to be back home for good it's going to be a great spring and summer and fall, and so on LOL. It just really need to warm up first.I've been spoiled these last two months I can't go back to cold. Love y'all