wow, it's so tiring going to work and then class.

plus my boss is freaking out about everything, and as usual i end up picking up the pieces after others who don't do things right.

my math instructor spit in my face last night, he is one of those spit talkers. it was so gross, i think i need to need sit front and center anymore.

this girl in my english class was crying because she is so overwhelmed with college and she was so cute and little and innocent. she will be fine, but imagine if you were such a stressed out person like that. maybe she should get a vice or something.

anyway, i already have tons of work due because one of my classes is accelerated and we do the semester in half the time and i choose to take french online which is ridic...

cannot. wait. until. monday. or at least until 10 tonight when i get to come home and go to bed.

i went to the mall yesterday, my kryptonite.

i was only supposed to spend 100 or less and spent about 400.

ok, everything i found was such a bargain, but now i have major guilt.

on the upside, some items are for my momma, its her bday this friday.

and a majority of the things i did need... sorta... and it was all on sale except for the sephora stuff, but sale makeup in kinda weird and old and not good.

also on the upside, i will be so stylish on my trip.

see you in 8 days blo!

nobody ever believes me how hard this video is. when i first started doing it about a month ago, i could even make it through the first 25 minutes.

now, i can do the whole ting straight through. my cousin tried it with me earlier this week and she is young and super fit, and she could barely make it through. she thought she was going to throw up.

i guess that why this lady is the biggest loser trainer, she is a beast.

if you want an a*% kicking workout, try it!

it is so coming to aruba with me...

has a positive contribution to mankind. well, that's what my fortune said anyway.


i picked up some delish chinese food, and not the gross take out kind, the quality kind that is not greasy and not fried cat. my momma ust came home from alaska tonight, and that bish brought back a crap load of fresh fishes that she and (e:hodown) caught! mmmmmm, thanks ladies.

so, i yelled at my momma, "woman where's my presents?" i was really just joking, but it turns out she got me a sparkle tee, which is kinda not my style, but it's a t-shirt so who cares, and also a shot glass. lol. now don't get me wrong i love sparkle, but not for t-shirts or jeans, or really large pieces, more for jewelry, lollipops, and accessories.

does your mother buy you shot glasses?

anyway, it's cute that she thought of me! i am going to get her something sweet in aruba.

speaking of which t minus 10 days......... woooooooooooooooo.

there is major dramz at work with the schedule and whatnot, and i don't even know what days i am working next week and class starts and other job so it should really all be insanity.

i've been up since 530 and i am now going to sleep. i have a big day tomorrow, i am going to start it out with a workout, then pool time, then get ready, nails, best hot cocoa in the world, and then shopping. it's going to be a great one!

I am fine with being alone in the daytime. At night I am severly afraid of the dark.


I never want to live alone. I want mamma ho to come home and then I will feel safe again.


I swear there are monsters here. And rattlers too.


Basically I would like my mom a boyfriend or a friend to come and protect me from the creatures of the night.


I haven't been sleeping well at night and then so tired all day the last week. I can sleep when its light out and I am fine but I need a night protector.


This makes me the biggest baby alive...