nobody ever believes me how hard this video is. when i first started doing it about a month ago, i could even make it through the first 25 minutes.

now, i can do the whole ting straight through. my cousin tried it with me earlier this week and she is young and super fit, and she could barely make it through. she thought she was going to throw up.

i guess that why this lady is the biggest loser trainer, she is a beast.

if you want an a*% kicking workout, try it!

it is so coming to aruba with me...

has a positive contribution to mankind. well, that's what my fortune said anyway.


i picked up some delish chinese food, and not the gross take out kind, the quality kind that is not greasy and not fried cat. my momma ust came home from alaska tonight, and that bish brought back a crap load of fresh fishes that she and (e:hodown) caught! mmmmmm, thanks ladies.

so, i yelled at my momma, "woman where's my presents?" i was really just joking, but it turns out she got me a sparkle tee, which is kinda not my style, but it's a t-shirt so who cares, and also a shot glass. lol. now don't get me wrong i love sparkle, but not for t-shirts or jeans, or really large pieces, more for jewelry, lollipops, and accessories.

does your mother buy you shot glasses?

anyway, it's cute that she thought of me! i am going to get her something sweet in aruba.

speaking of which t minus 10 days......... woooooooooooooooo.

there is major dramz at work with the schedule and whatnot, and i don't even know what days i am working next week and class starts and other job so it should really all be insanity.

i've been up since 530 and i am now going to sleep. i have a big day tomorrow, i am going to start it out with a workout, then pool time, then get ready, nails, best hot cocoa in the world, and then shopping. it's going to be a great one!

I am fine with being alone in the daytime. At night I am severly afraid of the dark.


I never want to live alone. I want mamma ho to come home and then I will feel safe again.


I swear there are monsters here. And rattlers too.


Basically I would like my mom a boyfriend or a friend to come and protect me from the creatures of the night.


I haven't been sleeping well at night and then so tired all day the last week. I can sleep when its light out and I am fine but I need a night protector.


This makes me the biggest baby alive...

so, i remember the days of when 2 hours was the daily norm for my getting ready routine...

and as the years have passed that has slimmed down to about 30 min from shower to out of the door. working at a hospital and also with kids, it's not the most glamorous and requires little makeup and hair and clothing decisions....

i hardly ever blow my hair dry or really do much to it other than wash, load on the conditioner, and put in some leave in treatments.... it looks fine but never really great....

i have a fear of starting it on fire esp in the summer months....

i blew it dry today, and i forget how long it has gotten and how nice it can look when i put in some effort... go voluminous hairday!

i have an interview on wed for a job that i will prob be offered and doubtfully take, but it will put a face to a name and if they offer something better in the future then who knows!

plus, i like getting dressed up and looking professional!

here's the hur...

having a fun night with my cuz.... we did a (pro) photo shoot, and i think you guys are gonna really like what you see...
















and now to somewhat unscar your memory... the cuteness!