I wanted to work for this one mobile content divider; they seemed cool, and I knew some people in the company who might put in a good word for me. I also really wanted this one social software engineer position at Apple. I got neither job, and ever since I came up here I always replayed in my mind the "what if they hired me" scenarios.
This week, I learned that the mobile company was laying off a lot of its staff and quitting the area I wanted to stay in.


I guess the point of this post is that it's kinda weird to look back and see the smoking craters of decisions I might have made if my life had gone exactly way I wanted it to, and to feel I'm lucky that it didn't.
so this is totally OT, but....
have you downloaded the iphone SDK and written any cool apps yet?
:)
This is a facinating subject to me. We all gripe and complan whe things in our lives go "wrong".
Even simple things like missing a bus or train, not making a light. We are bummed, annoyed, stressed. But, what if we had caught those things and gotten into an accident?
With major events in our lives, we can become so downtrodden about things that happen or did not happen. Not all of us get the chance to look back to see what could have happened. So totally cool that you could.