200 journals.

to have

i want

I know I haven't posted in a looong time. there has been tons of drama at work plus, I've been so busy with my hottie that I haven't been motivated enough to write.

right now I am in a car in ohio on the way to iowa. b/f has interviews with firms through thursday and once those are finished we'll be heading to madison, wisconsin. he wants me to check madison out because he fell in love with it while he attended grad school there. at this point, it's kind of up int he air where we'd end up. we both wouldn't mind staying in buffalo. we both really do like the city and what it has to offer, and we'd most definitely live in one of the victorian houses off of elmwood.

other than that there is not much else going on. apparently some people on this site feel the need to go to my b/f's friends and point out my blogs to them and talk about its contents. apparently if you're a girl and you write about sex and and if god forbid, you enjoy sex, you're a potential slut.

my lax attitude about sex means that my boyfriend doesn't have to lie and sneak around while going to strip bars or while watching and enjoying porn. unlike some people, he can actually share and enjoy the things that turn him on with his gf.

thanks for warning my b/f about me....but he already knew. we don't keep secrets and actually have an honest, trusting, and open relationship. we've known each other for 16 years. i think he has a pretty good idea of what he's getting into. next time i wish people would keep their woman hating opinions to themselves.

my cousin's daughter, magda, is so cool. she's been doing photography for years and although i don't know much about photography, i think she is just great. here is a sample of some of her work. she does a lots of self portraits and face shots, but they're super cool. most of the kids are her friends and the little boy with the light eyes is her brother. her pics give me a very "the cranberries" , belfast or dublin kind of feeling. my current user pic was taken by her when we went to london, this last time.

if you want to check out the rest of her stuff, you can find her on deviant art here,