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12/27/2006 13:35 #36119

sage advice
Category: salvia
I have been researching and reading (and experimenting) on plant induced altering of the consciousness. My interest and fascination has always ebbed and flowed. Right now its flowing. Currently, Salvia Divinorum is my target. well, and ever since reading (e:paul,4711)

5X (salvinorin A) is very weak, but made for good practice and to see what the future of stonger potions will hold (15X or 25X). Intense laughter, a few visuals, then thoughtful relaxation followed by deep and detailed night of dreams. I think there was a lot more to it than I originally thought- in hindsight, I mean.

By just the glow of the fire logs, (e:ladycroft) and I fired up the hooka. We both claimed not to have sustained any effects, yet there were "smoke ghosts" attacking her and I "floated" in relaxation. Adamantly not convinced, we hit the bowl.

With my suggestion to "hold and swallow", I recall immediately after saying that, felt like I was smacked with a 2X4 and I turned to her to say, "don't tell me you don't feel that"- then proceeded to see bike chains floating in front of me. However, I yelled out, "chainsaws!" then couldn't stop laughing.

(e:ladycroft) followed my advice, then next we knew she was on some carousel riding a horse. Now that was hilarious. She proceeded to take on the carousel theme through the remainder of the gram we started off with. (yep, we hit it once more).

I melted into the couch- my feet were one arm rest, my head the other. My body was the seating of the couch. I was the couch. I experienced a sharpend sense of auditory abiltiy, odd, since I am by far a more visual person. I could hear sounds within the hooka, I could hear details in the music (Infected Mushroom) that I hadn't heard before and my mind took on detailed thoughts..as though I could figure anything out. I had a scenerio play out it my head- dreamlike, but I wasnt sleeping. Timika mentioned that we should try to play Nintendo's Simons Quest, but I needed "two more minutes" to think.

It was pleasant for me- smooth transition(other than the 2X4 bike chain thing). I think I would like to use it again just for that thinking purpose. It appeals to my cerebral side for sure. I really liked the deeper thinking without all of the day to day "mental static" that occurs. This could be therapeutic. I can see why this would greatly enhance meditation. ADD? no problem! So far, so legal.

I am curious about the laughter as I had not read anything prior that would make me expect that sort of reaction. Perhaps it is the initial effect that a novel substance on the brain creates. I'll begin looking for scientific data..

it would have been fun to have had the experience video recorded.

wow, did I dream. My dreams all night long were deep, detailed and colorful. I consider myself fortunate to be able to have consistently detailed dreams, but this took on a deeper level.

i am a bit tired today probably because of it..

This is a good site to check out more information and products (if you are a Doc/scientist doinf research you can get it for free!)


For a cheat sheet of information from the smae site above, check out the link to the users guide- it explains everything about it- what to expect and what the various levels of altered state are:


hehe, I want this book:

ladycroft - 12/27/06 20:09
crayon art to follow shortly!
metalpeter - 12/27/06 19:30
Firstly it is nice to hear about you and (e:ladycroft) hanging out and having a good time (not saying it hasn't happened just havn't read about it in a long time). I'm guessing the laughing had something to do with the fact that you where having a good time. I also look forward to hear about more of your future experamentations. I wonder if you are under a lot of stress or nun at all if that would alter how you see the smoke. Maybe I need to check out those links myself. I think I really do, cause I need something, not sure if that is the something I need or not.

12/25/2006 10:44 #36118

merry christmas!
Category: holiday
Have a great one, Peeps!

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btw, I just noticed this..google holiday doodle- which 'dresses' up their banner for every holiday. Today the default banner constists of two kangaroos, one with a sweater., both holding hands. I don't quite get it.. ?


there might be some snow tonight--a little late,but whatever.

Enjoy the day!


12/25/2006 01:46 #36117

test
I purchased myself a new camera not too long ago. I finally got out to take some test pictures. I like to play around until I figure it out. There is much to learn-- I refuse to look at the book until I have pawed the equipment a bit myself.

well, here are some test pics;

Missing Image ;(



suppsed to be Joey

gah, never mind. I will have to resume this post later. Seems to be a snag in the upload at the moment- I am still playign with the camera and the software, etc-

till then, Merry Christmas!

12/24/2006 02:39 #36116

total recall
ever remember something that you hadn't thought about at all, until a random moment in the middle of the night? sure you have..

whats mine? at 2:30 am I just remembered that somewhere, out there, a picture exists of (e:ladycroft) and (e:theecarey) 's tongues touching at (e:enknot) 's birthday party.

huh. how about that.


busy day sunday-- if i don't get to making cookies, i am returning all of the ingredients that I have bought-- I never use them any other time. Can I do that-- go unshopping?


bed time.. stay warm!
ladycroft - 12/24/06 11:25
i've got one of those on my camera, but i'm at home right now so i can't post them. i'll do a super photo post-a-thon when i get back to work in the new year.
metalpeter - 12/24/06 10:57
:::link:::
Katie Rees pics I now belive this link leads right to them for anyone who wants to see them they are preaty hot asssuming none of them are fakes. Oh yeah Merry Christmas Everyone who celebrates it.
metalpeter - 12/24/06 10:41
The funny part of that story is that the picture you mention was taken with my camera on the spur of the moment by ladycroft it actualy looks preaty cool. I was looking at pictures of the ex miss Nevada and there is one picture that kinda looks like that. I don't know if links to pages work in comments but I'll give it a try.

:::link:::

12/23/2006 13:33 #36115

a day off
I love knowing that I have a few days off from work. A nice looong weekend- it feels fantastic!

I bought myself the book, "the devil wears prada" - a recommendation from one of the Ho's, if I recall correctly.

gotta go-- joe is trying hard to get me off of this thing.. later


btw, happy birthday, (e:metalpeter)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


metalpeter - 12/23/06 19:41
First of all thanks you for the happy birthday wishes. Secondly Is he trying to get you off of the computer so you can spend time with him or so he can troll the web for Kittie (with t's not D's there is a big differance) Porn or maybe even some cat toys?
pyrcedgrrl - 12/23/06 19:28
My dad is over? EWWWW.

Oh, you probably mean your cat.