i need a bath. I'm at soyeon's house right now. I have to go home and thaw. The party was super. I enjoyed my time with the high class but the low class sucked me away forever. I loved it. Liz rode me to the kitchen and I laughed the whole way. Playing sticks was fun, I never did get around to playing with JP though. I smoked to many cigarettes and got to drunk. Ok, I'm going to drink my tea now and chat with Soyeon.

party this weekend looks at Soyeon's journal!

The beach is a boring vacation destination and i feel like it's what i need right now. I'm sick of reading all this god damn bullshit on a deadline. I want to take my books to the beach where I'd have nothing else to do but fry myself and read.
I've also gotta work at being as asshole teacher.
This morning I watched the teens going to high school while I sat on my loveseat clipping my toenails. How well trained those teens are. Up and at it at 8 in the morning with the frost on the ground and everything. I remember tracking through the grass on the way to my 6th grade class in the trailer, feeling tired and doclie. I wonder why I can't be content to just go through the motions anymore? What do I want from me?

I no longer have internet in my house so writing this journal has become a difficulty. I'm also in gogogogo work mode up here at school. I'm shooting a video this weekend and hopefully it will rock super hard. I love y'all.

I'm at Soyeon's house. She is making my favorite soup. I'm so greatful to have Soy's friendship. It's cold in my apartment becasue the heat still isn't on. I don't have an internet connection yet either. Last night was another late night. I have to chill out with the running around town at odd hours. I've had fun though.