So last night (e:twisted) came to the b-lo. It was super exciting to meet the mystique that is (e:twisted). Sorry if I was a little drunk. I also saw (e:holly) for the first time in a while and she was giving wonderful little rolling life lessons. And of course the immeasurably awesome (e:hodown) was also in town with promises of gifts for me today! Score! And I saw (e:lilho) for the first time in a long time and we ate off of garbage picked oversized forks!!! And (e:pmt) were cool as always. All in all a very good night...except for the wine on my shirt and jeans from too many fingers in the hole...but thats for another time and place......but now

Now I have to try and find a housewarming gift. They are my brother so I need something good. (e:hodown) poopood what I thought was a good idea so I may go with it anyway. But I am not sure. Off to the world of shopping.

OOoh speaking of shopping yesterday I went tot eh mall at like 10am and it was crazy and empty and I got such personalized service which usually hate cuz it makes me nervous and annoyed but yesterday it was so fun and I had tem serach for things for me and set up dressing rooms. It was really fun. AND I FOUND THE SHIRT OF MY DREAMS! Like it is exactly what I was looking for for fall. LIke a middleweight white pullover hooded thing. But not really white cuz it has like dark undertones kinda. I love it. It was from Express. It was on sale cuz the whole store was !!! Hip hip hooray for amazing shirts. I just might wear it tongiht to the housewarming but I might not cuz i don't want to ruin it and we all know what happens at parties sometimes. IO don't' want it to just be like left in a corner and trampled on.

So off to Tuesday Morning, Bed, Bath Beyond, Target, Lowes, Barnes and Noble, Best Buy, TJ Maxx and many many more..,,.. see ya all later

I am up and ready for work early which never happens (I am usually late) and thought I would stop by (e:strip) since it feels like I haven't been on here in days. Not much new in my life except I ate at Fuddruckers for the first time and it was really good!!! I really liked it!

I also went to Niagara Hobbies and Crafts for the first time because I needed a train conductor hat. That store is cool in a once every 5 years kinda way but the coolest thing was that THEY GIVE OUT FAYS BAGS!!! Yes they still have Fays bags even though they went out of business about 10 years ago. Why Fays had such an abundance of bags made a head of time beats me but the store still uses Fays bags. Those yellow bags are still seen everywhere and I love it. They are so sturdy and they are just the best bags ever!!! Needless to say now I have four new Fays bags to add to my collection and I am one happy camper.

Also, I am tinking of applying for a job at Roswell as a pharmacy tech. It would be like a 3 dollar an hour raise and better benefits (they couldn't get worse than what I have now) But I don't know> I don't know if i reallly want to work in a hospital pharmacy . It doesn't sound extremely fun and plus I always thought like if I got a new job it should be something more like what I want to do with my life instead of just another pharm tech job. But who knows, money is money and I need it! What do you think estrip?

Ok time for work

Me and (e:beast) went to see the Last Kiss tonight. It was ok but I don't really like Zach Braff that much. And the girl he has the affair with is just completely unlikable so that you never even think for a second they should be together.

But it was so gross that all of a sudden at one point the whole theater smelled like skunk. Like you can't duplicate skunk smell in anything else so like literally I feel like there much have been a skunk in the room. Like all of a sudden the whole theater smelled like nasty skunk! Eww! We hsould have asked for our money back!!!

P.S. I guess my birthday is really over now, my dad made me take the balloons and gifts out of the living room today!

So as you all probably know, mine and (e:paul)'s grandma died a little over a year ago and it was incredibly stressful/traumatic for me. Tonight my mom's cousins from Florida whom I had never met were in town and so my whole family minus (e:paul) was at my other cousins house. We were all sitting around talking when we got on the topic of do not resusitate orders. Anywho people started takling about my nonna and then like they started telling the whole story about what happened on my graduation. I started to tear up, it was embarassing and sad. My one cousin could tell and started talking to me about other tihngs which was good. Or at least I think he could tell maybe he just decided to talk about something else.

It was nice to hear everyone reminiscing about how amazing my grandmother was and how she was one of the strongest, best, most loving, caring woman anyone there had known. But it really was a lot to take and now it is all I can think about.

One thing everyone said was how my grandmother always made sure to tell everyone she loved them. She thought it was important to always make sure everyone knows you love them since you never know when it will be too late. My one cousin said everyday when she talked to her my grandma would say something like " i wont' be around forever so just always know I love you and make sure you always share that with everyone". That was my granmda. She always wanted everyone to know she loved them. What great advice. It makes the world such a better place.

I'm starting to cry again...here was the note we found by my grandma on the day of my graduation, i've posted it before but want to post it again.





Always let pepole know when you love them, you never know what will happen.

Happy BIRTHDAY CAREY! HOPE IT IS AMAZING!