So I am staying at the mansion for the week while the boys are on vaca. Quite exciting except I've already had a few run ins with big bugs and spiders. I seriuosly need to get over my fear of them, they cannot keep me from entering rooms and taking showers. It is out of control, how much I let the bugs control my life. It is time to take that life back. PMT left this place a mess. Last time I stayed here it was all nice and there were notes everywhere about what to do, this time there is garbage on the floor and tons of dirty dishes and just messes. It's stll good though. If you happen to be in the Lynwood neighboorhood, feel free to stop by. Unless you are a burglar. I totaly thought there was a killer in the house cuz the door mysteriously opened while i was in the other room but it hi nk it was just the wind...yeah, yeah, the winds..that is what i will tell myself, while i pee my pants in fear. Wish me luck in overcoming the burglars and bugs.

On another not Brian the intern at work, today was his last day. It is very sad becuase me , him and michele are like just have so much fun otgether and see each other everyday basically and now he is moving to Ithaca. I thin ki will prolly write more about this in another entry.

So I was at the Gap at the Boulevard Mall today and all of a sudden the fire alarms go off. And a few people walk out and then the rest of us are like "do we have to leave?" and the workers are basically "eh, i don't know". So I decide to ignore the fire alarm and continue shopping along with a few other shoppers. Yes, I decided the risk of maybe there is a real fire about to tear through this place was well worth it to be able to continue to look through the bin of 3.99 belts (but I did fine one nice orange one I liked). Needless to say the fire never arrived but it just makes me question my priorities and train of thought. What do you think? Would you leave the clearance section and risk someone else taking that one thing you want orrisk your life in order to keep a bargain? Hmm

Wow, went to the pink for AJay's going away party and despite all my friends ditching me it was still really fun. I never drink beer really but last night I got so wasted so fast from it. I seriously didn't know what hit me so I ask to be excused from any unfortuante drunken behavior. It all started with Terry's great idea to just buy beer at the convenient store and drink some fast before we go in the bar and snekaing more in , in our pants. It was a great plan to save money excpet I thnk I got so durnk that i still spent as much money still at the bar and just drank in excess in waht I ever relaly should have. Me and Terry got on the top 10 list of the picture matching game which was nice since me and jill and teres used to occupy like all then of those top spots from one long night of playing but all our scores have been erased or beaten since then. Anyway this morning I defienlty felt eveyrthing I drank last night. I had not felt that bleh aftyer a night of drinking in a long time. And it was weird though because I couldn't seleep either, like i was rested but gorggy rosoemthing, like i woke up at 9:30 so and couldt sleep.

Met some new epeeps, particulary (e:uncutsaniflush) and his wife lee who his hopefully a soon to be (e:peep). They were fun and I was impressed by their cool new house. Well as impressed as I could be at the time in my state. It was also nice to talk to (e:springfaerie) again and to see (e:jasonsback) and (e:ajay) for the first times. Hopefully the next (e:party) will be much more well attended. Ok that's all for now...chadi

Ahh now i am freaked out. My tv just turned off but like nothing else did so it wasn't something to do with the power and like it runed back on when i pressed the power on the remote so it is not that the tv went out. That is freaky! I was not near the remote at all so it wasn't liek i acicdently touched it. Ok i will not be lseepnig tonight!

So tomorrow night before AJay's going away party me some other (e:strip)pers will be hanging out at Thursday Square...(e:amanda) (e:mk) and (e:maureen) are all expected to show for some pre-party fun at the square...hope to see some of you there.

I just wrote a super long entry about missing Jill, Teres and MK. And how my freinds here are wonderful but certain things are just missing and irreplaceabel with them gone and that I don't know how I am going to make it through the rest of the summer without random walks down elmwood, trips to Wegmans, and games of Frisbee. It will be sorely missed. MK luckily will be home soon and will make me feel better, because frankly I feel like crap lately....well this is much shorter sinc emy computer froze and i didn't feel like rewriting eveyrthign i wrote which stinks because it was very nice i think. haha that sounded full of myself. Well i hope eveyrone , everywhere is doing good.

P.S. I saw the Rent trailer and it looks really good.