i collapsed and my whole body went numb. my family got me in the car and we headed for the hospital, but i started to feel my hands and feet again, so we headed back home.

i guess i feel ok now. thats only because i am completely free of any liquids or nourishment. i afraid even to drink water.

this is the most sick I've ever been and i might have to have iv fluids today. i don't have any health insurance, so lets hope to god i don't worse.

i wish for christmas to pass without any notice.

just tried to post and i closed the page. fuck.

in az for the holidays. I've waited many months for this, and now i have not only a sinus infected, but the flu as well. spent all night with toilet last night. we know eachother very well at this point.

momma is good. looks a little different. she had some plastic surgery, i kid you not. she had her eyes done. uhhhh. yea.

i love her house. sooooo nice. big walk in shower. big kitchen. sunny patio. mmmmm.

well, im off the shop some more and deal with my many illnesses. boo.

p.s. all i want for xmas is to be not sick. argh.

i had my car washed and cleaned out today. its a beautiful thing.

i am sick and tired, and i have too many parties to go to. im not dressed for a party. i don't care. im sick.

can't wait to sleep.


waaaah.

[size=xl]git ur ass to tha partay! celebrate (e:hodowns) bday. hostyle.[/size]

if i get puked on one more time this week, im going to be sick. i wont get into the watery, green nasty ass diapers, or the lingering smell of vomit. oh god.