well, now im really almost done with school and there will be a window of time in
hich i have many options.

option #1: stay here and work and go back to school.

option #2: move to ny and persue some sort of job as a makeup artist/go to school

option#3: move to az, do makeup, go to school, and never see snow again.

i guess i don't really have to decide all that soon, but all this is weighing heavy on my mind.

i can forget about all that tonight as (e:tina) and i heading out to the anchor bara nd then mowhawk place to see rainer maria. exciting!

next weekend is my birthday. woooo. im not supposed to know, because im supposed to be getting anything from my mother for my birthday, at least not anything major, but (e:howdown) told me today that they are going half and half to get my some professional shears. which, if you know nothing about, they are very expensive. that is fucking sweet. now i can do some serious cutting, so watch out.

p.s. the boys are kinda sick, aww. i brought (e:paulie) some warm chai.

theres a new toaster that can poach an egg too! and all in just four minutes. thats great!

fri was fun. sat even better. night of dance with peter hook spinning at soundlab. afterwords, a round at the pink and runins with many friends, old and new. today, my throat hurts more than ever, and i fear i need meds. with no health insurance, im pretty screwed. health care in this country is one step below awful. back to work, car issues, laundry, cleaning, grocery shopping, a search for the cure, and finally, sleep.

pics from t-town!


getting my friend nicole beaitious!



and the party is starting, the dance party that is.




yea. thats me.



me and dude. his name is kearin(sp?). anyway, I've made him my toronto boyfriend. or just a cute boy to kiss when im there. mmmmm.



my dancing partners, aint we sexy?


well, thats all for now. let me just say, that town is full of magic and love :O).

that scotch SUCKS! and, there IS sex in the champagne room. champagne is amazing:O)