that can speed up time and slow it down when you need it to. maybe just skip some time all together, thats my xmas wish. santa, can you hear me?


i wish that damn cat would stop trying to get into my room. stretching out its little arm and reaching under the door. well, guess what, you aren't allowed into my own special private club kitty- go bother someone else with your dander issues. ugh-the nerve.

one of my favorite songs by lisa loeb. shes so frakin cute, and i love her music.

what a strange day. went to (e:tina)'s to do some laundry, and hang out, watch movies, eat, and such.

went out last night with (e:tina) (e:racheal) and (e:Drchlorine) . it was a good time, with good company. met (e:ajay) , very nice guy. he had some rowdy company, but very entertaining ;) . he took a picture of us and posted it in his journal; cute pic; approved for posting. going to (e:robin)'s tonight for the party...

strange day, finding myself missing people and things that im not so sure about right now. its strange, when i miss someone, id rather not talk to them, because it just makes me feel worse. especially people you know you can't see. i miss my grandma, she always knows what to do or say. shes so wise. shes such a rare jem.

i am going to dye my hair black and get my eyebrow repierced, maybe.

p.s. packages are so fun to recieve. my sis( (e:hodown) ) sent me some money and two pairs of earings yesterday along with a card. she told me she can't wait to see me ans that she loves me very much. how sweet. i love her too. soooooooo much.

i lost the entry i just wrote. i am le stupid. cliff's notes version:

art gallery fun, tree not as cool as i thought it would be

terry fed me yummy food. eggs, gumbo, bean stuff.

tina may or may not leave tomorrow. shes a libra, so am i.

one piece of artwork read: "anybody believes anything anyone says about you."- very true

dance party tonight, art people party tomorrow. fun times.

12 days til home. yikes!

to laugh at somebody's dissability. it's also hurtful. it seems that i tell people over and over that i have a hearing loss, and they think i can just turn up the volume on my speakers, no, becuase they are damaged. so, speak up jerky. you don't get to laugh at me, do the "sarah can you hear me?" test when I'm not looking or get angry when i don't respond. just talk louder, ok?

i only bring this up because it seems to happen more and more everyday. i am sick of feeling bad and being laughed at because of this problem. it makes little sarah sad.

next topics:

1. i officially really really dislike xmas. don't get me anything. chances are i don't want it anyways. don't suddenly love me around this time of year. don't buy into all of that :most wonderful time of the year" bullshit. yes, it is the best time of year for the capitalists and big business, have fun.

2. vacation in two weeks, enough said.

3. paul, terry, and latthew are the best friends ever. thanks.

4. this lady i go to school with, her great-grandmother lived to be 110. she definitely knows the ancient chinese secret. 110, yikes!

i saw this huge double rainbow as i was getting to school yesterday afternoon. possibly one of the most beautiful sites/moments i have seen/had. what is it about a rainbow that justs makes you smile for sooooooooooo long? i kinda wish that i had had someone there with me to share it with. lovely and amazing. that is how i should like to make each day.

thanx for the smoothie(or as you like to say, smoodgie) time terrysan. ;)