i lost the entry i just wrote. i am le stupid. cliff's notes version:

art gallery fun, tree not as cool as i thought it would be

terry fed me yummy food. eggs, gumbo, bean stuff.

tina may or may not leave tomorrow. shes a libra, so am i.

one piece of artwork read: "anybody believes anything anyone says about you."- very true

dance party tonight, art people party tomorrow. fun times.

12 days til home. yikes!

to laugh at somebody's dissability. it's also hurtful. it seems that i tell people over and over that i have a hearing loss, and they think i can just turn up the volume on my speakers, no, becuase they are damaged. so, speak up jerky. you don't get to laugh at me, do the "sarah can you hear me?" test when I'm not looking or get angry when i don't respond. just talk louder, ok?

i only bring this up because it seems to happen more and more everyday. i am sick of feeling bad and being laughed at because of this problem. it makes little sarah sad.

next topics:

1. i officially really really dislike xmas. don't get me anything. chances are i don't want it anyways. don't suddenly love me around this time of year. don't buy into all of that :most wonderful time of the year" bullshit. yes, it is the best time of year for the capitalists and big business, have fun.

2. vacation in two weeks, enough said.

3. paul, terry, and latthew are the best friends ever. thanks.

4. this lady i go to school with, her great-grandmother lived to be 110. she definitely knows the ancient chinese secret. 110, yikes!

i saw this huge double rainbow as i was getting to school yesterday afternoon. possibly one of the most beautiful sites/moments i have seen/had. what is it about a rainbow that justs makes you smile for sooooooooooo long? i kinda wish that i had had someone there with me to share it with. lovely and amazing. that is how i should like to make each day.

thanx for the smoothie(or as you like to say, smoodgie) time terrysan. ;)

1. don't ever ever grocery shop or cook, only eat when you absolutely have to. go to friends houses and raid their fridge.

2. live with five other people in a rooming house, in the ghetto.

3. don't ever empty the garbage in the kitchen, ever. just let the trash over flow and the the floor become and endless garbage can.(so not my fault, i don't even go in that room, scary, very scary.)

4. power outage evertime you try to dry your hair. then sit in the dark and wonder what to do.

5. windows w/o sotrm windows. cuddle under many blankies to stay warm.

6. keep all of your belonging in your room in fear that someone will use your toothpaste, tp, body wash, shampoo, razor.

i didn't think my new user pic looked so angry, i guess maybe it is, you'll have to deal for a while (e:mike)


spent two hours listening to xmas music with matt and terry. don't really like the holiday, the music is great though. (e:matthew) is the dj. matt, you move me with your music.

i want to live in the bay area too!

it seems that many of us are waiting for phone calls today. paul and terry and matt waiting to hear about their new apartment, me about a job. i need to start working full time. i want to just work and go to school, and occasionally see some epeeps. just call me back, ok?

countdown to vaca: 17 days, why don't you come sooner? i need to see some sunshine, and get other things in my mind.

i hate cats.