I'm still not feeling good. I have a really bad upset stomach! I'm home from work today. I'll try to get some rest.....

Jason

Word on the street has it (e:paul) and (e:matthew) were all up on the 700 block. I was right behind you guys when you left Spot! By the time I crossed the street you all were down the block. Oh well. I thought about sending (e:paul) an IM saying "Damn dude are you really like 6 foot 6?" just to mess with him. Maybe another time!

Jason

I'm pretty sure the chick in question digs my neighbor. Some guys have all the luck!

It's hard to say no to an adorable face like this one. How could I not be instantly liked? Having a baby face means you are easily liked and easily forgiven when you fuck up (heh heh).

Maybe if I gel up my hair and put on my nice clothes that would help too. I always hated when I would attract the wrong girls (diggers) wearing nice stuff but I might as well wear it. It's better than walking around looking like a poor bum like I usually do.

Jason

Yeah maybe I should just man up and ask her out. The worst thing that can happen is that she'll give me a no, and a no is a lot better than some of the responses I've gotten, lol.

See I think I might have blown it though. One day I was walking across the street from New World and she was standing there smiling at me. For all I know she could have just been trying to be friendly. Of course I did nothing, said nothing, just smiled back and walked home.

Another thing that's stopping me is the thought that if I do ask and she says no, when I walk by the restaurant she'll be saying, damn there is that creepy dude who tried to ask me out. I don't want to be the guy chicks are talking about that way. Often times there is very little mercy.

Fear of rejection?? Yeah I guess so. If I ever do ask her out my heart will be pumping a million bpm. Damn, I am really into this girl!

Jason