I hate being like this. I get penalized financially for being sick. You feel like you want to crawl under a rock Jason? Great, why don't we dock you a couple hundred bucks! I get my family and coworkers second guessing me. Women don't want someone who has such a significant weakness. Gotta be perfect you know? (e:Joshua) says "Jay every moment of life is worth living so hang in there" but he's not the one who is basically permanently screwed. Fuck this shit in the fucking ass.

Jason

How much would it cost to get a decent digital camera? Since my sidekick got viciously murdered I need something.

Here's a question. Where the F is (e:Rachel) nowadays? Did she disappear? Where are you when we need you, (e:pageseven) - get to work!

(e:Southernyankee) I am so jealous of you because of Sebastian. Mine is an econobox and chicks don't dig those. I can relate to the new Weezer song. Maybe I should pimp my ride with some euro headlights lol.

Um, I don't know what else to say, other than yes (e:Maureen) there are people who read your journal and are glad you're doing well.

Jason

Yep I got my flag flying! I'm waiting to see how long it takes for someone to steal it or deface it or burn it. I'm sure I won't be waiting for too much time.

Jason

......my bed! End of story! Bring on the babes!

Ahem.

(e:Robin) - hate me instead of my brother. I brought up this topic in the first place. I had no idea it would blow up like that. I know for a fact that if he ever reads your posts it's going to be ON, and being as fragile mentally as I am right now I don't want to worry about people arguing over a topic I started. It's really not worth it. Please please please let it go.

It's not likely that you'll care, but I wrote about the runaway bride because I have a problem with people who run away from people they supposedly care about. I've had that happen to me before, and it's part of the reason I'm in such shitty condition. I feel really bad for the guy because his fiance ran away from him, and on top of that he had to deal with speculation that he had something to do with it. The guy did nothing wrong and he was in a world of shit there for a while. That's what provoked me, not because I wanted to start a flaming war. I'm sorry I even wrote about it.

Jason

I didn't see that part of the story (I've been running around replacing my dead Sidekick). I think (e:Ajay) has a good theory. I'll try another one out that will probably piss off some people here: It's because she's a woman! There is a certain level of softness and forgiveness when it comes to women in our society. They are valued far more than men. I think if someone actually pressed charges on the woman all of the women's organizations would go ape-caca. Being relatively well known in the place you live and being white can't hurt, either.

Jason