Category: dreams

07/09/04 11:56 - ID#26673

weird morning

this morning i dreamed about Shamus who passed away 7 years ago. i was playing with him in the family room and eating pink ice cream out of the half gallon box. i think it was raspberry with chocolate swirl, my dad's favorite. we were enjoying ourselves. my little brother came over with one of the twins from down the street all muddy from a soccer game they had just won. their uniforms were emerald green. they started playing with Shamus and getting him all excited. then he ran over and grabbed the ice cream from me and ran away with it. i just let him. my dad came down the stairs and asked me if i knew where the ice cream was, since it wasn't in the freezer where it was supposed to be. i said to check behind the dog crate. he gave me a funny look and went over there. sure enough Shamus was eating it in the corner. my dad took the ice cream and ate it, even though the dog's mouth had just been there, and then he went back upstairs. i looked at Shamus and with my eyes told him i was sorry he didn't get to finish his treat. everyone in my dream was from about 10 years past, except i was the way i am right now.

photo, care of 1987

on another note, this morning i tried to do some crazy step-aerobic exercise on fittv. those people are nuts. i cannot get my body to step in place and then move my arms in random ways. i need to stick to tai chi or tae bo. at least those exercises have a purpose to their motions. and besides...i heart billy blanks.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/07/04 11:55 - ID#26672

banners

i made 3 new banners
i also noticed that the kitty banner i made has never been added

check out my bunny's cuteness below :)

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: dreams

07/07/04 12:50 - ID#26671

train

i dreamed

that i was on a train going through my hometown. there were a bunch of people on the train with me. in my dream i knew and loved them, but i do not know them today. i think my dream was in the past a long time ago. the train crashed. some of it caught on fire, but mostly it just slid off the tracks and fell sideways. everyone on the train died, including me. i do not know why it crashed. once this happened i wasn't on the train any more and i was watching from outside. it was my time again and i was back at home with my parents. i asked my mom if there had ever been a train wreck near our town, because i'd just had a dream about one and i couldn't tell if it had been a memory or a real dream. she didn't know.

dreams within dreams are confusing. now i really have to ask my mom. maybe it was a memory from when i was a kid or something.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/05/04 02:11 - ID#26670

yay!

i love july 4th! fireworks make me happy inside, even though i was completely soaked and using a tablecloth from the statler as a blanket.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/03/04 10:32 - ID#26669

i want a greyhound

and i still can't draw on the computer

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/03/04 07:42 - ID#26668

my night

I just saw fahernheit 9/11. Everyone needs to go see it. That's all I have to say about the subject.

Also, Fowler's on Elmwood has the best soft custard ever.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/07/04 11:21 - ID#26667

my cute bun bun

the last one is called the sphinx pose

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/07/04 06:51 - ID#26666

yay!

i got my car back and she is good as new

also, i got a bunch of photos developed so i will most likely make some more banners for the site when i get a chance

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/07/04 12:39 - ID#26665

hmmm...

on another note:
is anyone else disturbed by this?

cute little cartoon characters sort of ruin the mood for me. i mean, cartoons make me think of children, and children make me NOT want to have sex...of course, i suppose that's where the vibrator would come in handy...

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/01/04 04:09 - ID#26664

witness, by sarah mclachlan

Make me a witness
take me out
out of darkness
out of doubt

I won't weigh you down
with good intention
won't make fire out of clay
or other inventions

Will we burn in heaven
like we do down here
will the change come
while we're waiting

Everyone is waiting

And when we're done
soul searching
as we carried the weight
and died for a cause
is misery
made beautiful
right before our eyes
will mercy be revealed
or blind us where we stand

Will we burn in heaven
like we do down here
will the change come while we're waiting
everyone is waiting

my absolute favorite musician of all time
i cannot wait until august 22

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Location: Buffalo, NY

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