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07/28/2013 17:46 #57942
VaudeVille 2013 Part 2Category: photos
07/28/2013 09:46 #57941
Vintage Vaudeville CabaretCategory: photos
So I have so many pictures not sure what I will do for uploading them ..... I went to the first show and it was so much fun.... and it was funny also ......
Fire Dancing as part of it out side think they had some out side during intermission also......
Not sure best way to do it..... I did take a few photos with flash but the way it looks in there yes stage lights but kinda dark it is a speak easy after all so didn't want to light up the entire place even with my small camera ...
So I guess I'll cut it here and get back to this at a later time it might even be garden walk photos .... So much of this is like the host she is great or is that was great ..... Like the person with the sign like sings a song about pool halls it was so much fun.... Planing to go to Wham Bam Thank you Slam III at the waiting room on wends ......
Fire Dancing as part of it out side think they had some out side during intermission also......
Not sure best way to do it..... I did take a few photos with flash but the way it looks in there yes stage lights but kinda dark it is a speak easy after all so didn't want to light up the entire place even with my small camera ...
So I guess I'll cut it here and get back to this at a later time it might even be garden walk photos .... So much of this is like the host she is great or is that was great ..... Like the person with the sign like sings a song about pool halls it was so much fun.... Planing to go to Wham Bam Thank you Slam III at the waiting room on wends ......
07/28/2013 09:42 #57940
Garden WolverineCategory: photos
So Before I went to see The Wolverine not sure how 3D it was but thought it was great ... Granted not sure if or where this story has been told before but cool story and great action and cool pay off during the credits.....
A few pictures have some video haven't put on you tube hoping to go later also hoping no rain we shall see.....
A few pictures have some video haven't put on you tube hoping to go later also hoping no rain we shall see.....
07/22/2013 18:28 #57930
Burlesque After the tasteCategory: photos
So with so many photos I've been debating if I should post pictures from StrippedDown for summer at the tralf ....
I all most didn't go but went and got a table near the stage and some awesome people I don't know came over .... They where really nice and it was a great time offered to buy food and drinks but I was full so got a few free soda pops was scared what drinks might do.....
The band is called Kick start Rumble and the burlesque is Eye Candy Burlesque I Depending on what pictures I Post you may see someone who is I think still part of The Hell's Harlots .....
This part was fun and yeah the powder stayed in the air for some time.......
This part was pretty hot... They danced to the Song wicked Game and was amazing tried to get the feeling of it with out flash for how red and hot of a set it was.......
Burlesque was a lot of fun... din't get many pasties think that was where I was sitting but is also up the camera when to fire it was a lot of fun though....
I all most didn't go but went and got a table near the stage and some awesome people I don't know came over .... They where really nice and it was a great time offered to buy food and drinks but I was full so got a few free soda pops was scared what drinks might do.....
The band is called Kick start Rumble and the burlesque is Eye Candy Burlesque I Depending on what pictures I Post you may see someone who is I think still part of The Hell's Harlots .....
This part was fun and yeah the powder stayed in the air for some time.......
This part was pretty hot... They danced to the Song wicked Game and was amazing tried to get the feeling of it with out flash for how red and hot of a set it was.......
Burlesque was a lot of fun... din't get many pasties think that was where I was sitting but is also up the camera when to fire it was a lot of fun though....
07/21/2013 18:57 #57925
Mental Health ?This is very personal and won't prof read it so you may not want to read it............................................................................
So one of the things that is all ways tough to know is how much is to much to share in a blog .... Yes there draft mode and this may go into that mode.......
So Yes there are some things I love about my life taking Pictures, (e:strip)s events, lots of (e:peeps), going to wrestling events, some times a concert and Bandits games but alas.....
There has been so much stress at work oh gawd... And when it isn't work caused I'm not happy cause life thoughts come into my head at work... Doesn't help that I have what to me is a very long day... Hey I know some people work longer then my trip to work full day and home but I don't know if my body has ever really handled the job even when I did it as a temp and part time thing for a bit.......
The entire Bug thing still isn't finished... It is a constant battle I've been going through of trying to be neat... Get a room nice and clean then junk mail and stuff builds up and there goes the mess again....
The point I'm trying to get to is it as reminded me of issues I've had before (e:strip).... Wish I would have understood hey being this stressed out... That you don't care anymore means hey got get some help call someone..... Some of these issues have shown up on (e:strip) ... As an example Before a a met a certain (e:peep) (Again thank you so much for that wish back then I knew I had a problem ) I would plan on going to a party and then not go... Looking back a few years after that and when at Parties I then understood in was stress or anxiety or maybe more that would make me get sleep or so on edge I couldn't handle it....
There have been some changes at work a couple people leaving that made the place a lot of fun.... Just isn't the same with out them... I know I also have a history of losing contact with people for guessing a few reasons .... Sorry they are awesome people .... And yeah I'm sorry for that... Not that they know about this blog or will read it that I know of.... I've even again before being on this site worked with some great people .......
So maybe only 10-15 years late on Tuesday I'm going to Herizon should I be saying this on line even I don't know... And see what they can do.... I'm a bit scared but I need it... See what happens from there... (Child and Family services I took 4 free sessions through work but one issue is kinda hard to get to so had to get a ride from my mother didn't want to burden sister and niece with that...... I just wish at the end they would have like said or given me a next step .... I wish going there would have worked but alas I think I need more)
Should I be putting my issues on a public blog site..... Guessing not but getting it out I think is a good idea....... But won't be putting this on twitter or facebook that is for sure.....
One of my problems is I'm of two minds... What I mean is ... I know so many people have it worse then I do... but so many people have amazing lives and at my age some of that is really tough to deal with... someone I went to high school with kids are graduating ... Stuff like that I can't deal with.... Wait that is a bad example.. There is a part of me that wishes faith no wrong word that something would happen that I have no choice... Like they lock me up... Or I get fired....But I also think that second mindness is from something I have but we shall see what they say on Tuesday....
In the past I have had what I guess is common called Sunday Depression and I've thought that my life depresses me... and maybe there is no fix for that.... Yes I'm often very happy ... But so many times I'm "Just OK" when I should be happy...... Guess I end it here...
So one of the things that is all ways tough to know is how much is to much to share in a blog .... Yes there draft mode and this may go into that mode.......
So Yes there are some things I love about my life taking Pictures, (e:strip)s events, lots of (e:peeps), going to wrestling events, some times a concert and Bandits games but alas.....
There has been so much stress at work oh gawd... And when it isn't work caused I'm not happy cause life thoughts come into my head at work... Doesn't help that I have what to me is a very long day... Hey I know some people work longer then my trip to work full day and home but I don't know if my body has ever really handled the job even when I did it as a temp and part time thing for a bit.......
The entire Bug thing still isn't finished... It is a constant battle I've been going through of trying to be neat... Get a room nice and clean then junk mail and stuff builds up and there goes the mess again....
The point I'm trying to get to is it as reminded me of issues I've had before (e:strip).... Wish I would have understood hey being this stressed out... That you don't care anymore means hey got get some help call someone..... Some of these issues have shown up on (e:strip) ... As an example Before a a met a certain (e:peep) (Again thank you so much for that wish back then I knew I had a problem ) I would plan on going to a party and then not go... Looking back a few years after that and when at Parties I then understood in was stress or anxiety or maybe more that would make me get sleep or so on edge I couldn't handle it....
There have been some changes at work a couple people leaving that made the place a lot of fun.... Just isn't the same with out them... I know I also have a history of losing contact with people for guessing a few reasons .... Sorry they are awesome people .... And yeah I'm sorry for that... Not that they know about this blog or will read it that I know of.... I've even again before being on this site worked with some great people .......
So maybe only 10-15 years late on Tuesday I'm going to Herizon should I be saying this on line even I don't know... And see what they can do.... I'm a bit scared but I need it... See what happens from there... (Child and Family services I took 4 free sessions through work but one issue is kinda hard to get to so had to get a ride from my mother didn't want to burden sister and niece with that...... I just wish at the end they would have like said or given me a next step .... I wish going there would have worked but alas I think I need more)
Should I be putting my issues on a public blog site..... Guessing not but getting it out I think is a good idea....... But won't be putting this on twitter or facebook that is for sure.....
One of my problems is I'm of two minds... What I mean is ... I know so many people have it worse then I do... but so many people have amazing lives and at my age some of that is really tough to deal with... someone I went to high school with kids are graduating ... Stuff like that I can't deal with.... Wait that is a bad example.. There is a part of me that wishes faith no wrong word that something would happen that I have no choice... Like they lock me up... Or I get fired....But I also think that second mindness is from something I have but we shall see what they say on Tuesday....
In the past I have had what I guess is common called Sunday Depression and I've thought that my life depresses me... and maybe there is no fix for that.... Yes I'm often very happy ... But so many times I'm "Just OK" when I should be happy...... Guess I end it here...
metalpeter - 07/24/13 18:33
Thanks .... I hope it works ... Wish I would have known a long time ago.... But to be honest I think, but I'm not a pro, it goes back to a thing(s) in my child hood and things after that as well.... we shall see what happens... again thanks
Thanks .... I hope it works ... Wish I would have known a long time ago.... But to be honest I think, but I'm not a pro, it goes back to a thing(s) in my child hood and things after that as well.... we shall see what happens... again thanks
ladycroft - 07/24/13 04:56
Aww Peter...((HUGS)). You can write whatever you like. Journaling is a good tool. You're doing the right thing seeking out professional help; and you can always write me anytime. You have the right to feel how you feel regardless. You can always come up with a list of 'things that could be worse', it doesn't mean your present 'worst' in invalid. It's a long road but one worth traveling!
Aww Peter...((HUGS)). You can write whatever you like. Journaling is a good tool. You're doing the right thing seeking out professional help; and you can always write me anytime. You have the right to feel how you feel regardless. You can always come up with a list of 'things that could be worse', it doesn't mean your present 'worst' in invalid. It's a long road but one worth traveling!
metalpeter - 07/23/13 20:26
Well today was a bit stressed out but once I left and got there things went well and I have (assuming I can get the time off of work I should be able to) 2 more appointments lots of questions and paperwork .... We shall see how it goes... Part of me thinks that I have bad nerves not like people who really have it bad with things like refered pain and fibromyalgia and that they can't fix but I think it will help....
The Place I went before was like a free service through work and seemed to be more aimed at like fixing things that are going on currently and not deeper issues.... Or maybe I missed something where and how one could transition to the next step and use insurance ?? But I can get to Herizon on my own or so it seems but the tough part is so many places are set up for people whom don't work or not during the day....
I think and hope this will help we shall see....
Well today was a bit stressed out but once I left and got there things went well and I have (assuming I can get the time off of work I should be able to) 2 more appointments lots of questions and paperwork .... We shall see how it goes... Part of me thinks that I have bad nerves not like people who really have it bad with things like refered pain and fibromyalgia and that they can't fix but I think it will help....
The Place I went before was like a free service through work and seemed to be more aimed at like fixing things that are going on currently and not deeper issues.... Or maybe I missed something where and how one could transition to the next step and use insurance ?? But I can get to Herizon on my own or so it seems but the tough part is so many places are set up for people whom don't work or not during the day....
I think and hope this will help we shall see....
libertad - 07/23/13 18:10
How did it go at Horizon? I hope they can help you. It's kinda messed up how these agencies have to process people because of insurance companies. If you don't get the help you need from them I hope that you will not give up and keep seeking the help you need. I know someone who does private practice and he can bill insurance companies himself so send me a message if it doesn't work out and I'll see if he can take you.
How did it go at Horizon? I hope they can help you. It's kinda messed up how these agencies have to process people because of insurance companies. If you don't get the help you need from them I hope that you will not give up and keep seeking the help you need. I know someone who does private practice and he can bill insurance companies himself so send me a message if it doesn't work out and I'll see if he can take you.
metalpeter - 07/22/13 17:44
I hope it will I think it will we shall see......
I hope it will I think it will we shall see......
paul - 07/22/13 10:14
Here is wishing you the best. I am sure a professional perspective will help.
Here is wishing you the best. I am sure a professional perspective will help.
I think Either Today or Yesterday Infringement festival started tough to keep up with all of it but think there is an event this Saturday that I may be at well that is part of it then wam bam thank you slam III hoping to be there is wends but we shall see.....
haha, you always get so many pictures of the ladies :P
I wish I got to go the taste.