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06/27/2013 18:35 #57845
Bidwell BPO 2013Category: photos
So it seems that every year the BPO plays here and I all ways miss it... I took a few pictures but before they started they said no pictures ... The thing is getting photos of the scene is tough people with blankets and some with tables... They call it the picnic in the park... I should have posted on Tuesday night but was lazy so here goes.....
06/23/2013 17:12 #57833
Big Moon 2Category: photos
06/23/2013 09:29 #57832
The big Moon last night #1Category: photos
So the last time not sure when but sometime this year I saw one of these big moons Think it was a day when I was on my way to work so it was like 5am so the moon was closer or closer to end of cycle on east coast what ever you would call it then say last night around 11pm but it is tough to tell it is a supermoon to me but seen some amazing photos on TV this morning here are some normal ones......
This last one is from this morning when I woke up couldn't find the moon sometimes the moon and sun are out at same time... Wow it was bright out ..... These are from my little nikon .....
This last one is from this morning when I woke up couldn't find the moon sometimes the moon and sun are out at same time... Wow it was bright out ..... These are from my little nikon .....
06/23/2013 08:51 #57831
This is the World ZCategory: movies
So last night there was stuff going on somehow I all ways miss Buffalo Bisons star wars night and Burlesque that I couldn't get home from really but watched Hockey and it was great nice to see Buffalo Boy Patrick Kane do well.....
Now before that woke up and went to see "ThisIsTheEnd" I never know how those review people (That I don't read) write those long reviews with out giving anything away... For those that maybe didn't see the ad I mean trailer is this bunch of stars are all together when what looks like it could be the end of the world... It is really funny and and action flick also... Now everyone has a different sense of what is funny so that is why I never say go see it it is funny... but I enjoyed and others behind me some place laughed more then I so.... Kinda but not really a spoiler they toss in a little surprise that I thought was great............
World War Z was fun... It kinda reminded me of not a zombie movie but like an apocalypse movie.... Again with out giving to much away it was more of like a story movie then here we are locked up shooting at them type of movie hard to explain but movie flew by and I liked it.....
Now before that woke up and went to see "ThisIsTheEnd" I never know how those review people (That I don't read) write those long reviews with out giving anything away... For those that maybe didn't see the ad I mean trailer is this bunch of stars are all together when what looks like it could be the end of the world... It is really funny and and action flick also... Now everyone has a different sense of what is funny so that is why I never say go see it it is funny... but I enjoyed and others behind me some place laughed more then I so.... Kinda but not really a spoiler they toss in a little surprise that I thought was great............
World War Z was fun... It kinda reminded me of not a zombie movie but like an apocalypse movie.... Again with out giving to much away it was more of like a story movie then here we are locked up shooting at them type of movie hard to explain but movie flew by and I liked it.....
06/23/2013 08:39 #57830
Wish I was Happy.....?Category: life
I admit I've been debating if I should write this blog all week... Have a bad day then gets better when I get home...
There are some amazing (e:Peeps) with amazing lives.. Won't call anyone out ... But love how people can travel for a concert, are in love, just like show up at a concert, Just show up and Kazoo the protesters (Yeah that was amazing those guys where in shock that was great).....And on the twitter and face book as well.... I love seeing the pictures and reading all the great stuff.... and love seeing pictures that are so much better then mine it is a lot of fun.... But.....
don't get me wrong I know I have it better off then some in some ways... and I love my wrestling and my sports and taking photos but it seems so often only reason I'm happy is looking forward to that stuff... I wonder if I've all ways really been this way......
I'm also starting to think that maybe I'm the problem at work... I've had to start screwing off some... So something there is all ways pissing me the fuck off... If I'm not getting pissed off it is because I wake up sad or depressed....
I know it isn't good to compare your life to others but can't help it....
Tough to explain really.......
There are some amazing (e:Peeps) with amazing lives.. Won't call anyone out ... But love how people can travel for a concert, are in love, just like show up at a concert, Just show up and Kazoo the protesters (Yeah that was amazing those guys where in shock that was great).....And on the twitter and face book as well.... I love seeing the pictures and reading all the great stuff.... and love seeing pictures that are so much better then mine it is a lot of fun.... But.....
don't get me wrong I know I have it better off then some in some ways... and I love my wrestling and my sports and taking photos but it seems so often only reason I'm happy is looking forward to that stuff... I wonder if I've all ways really been this way......
I'm also starting to think that maybe I'm the problem at work... I've had to start screwing off some... So something there is all ways pissing me the fuck off... If I'm not getting pissed off it is because I wake up sad or depressed....
I know it isn't good to compare your life to others but can't help it....
Tough to explain really.......
metalpeter - 06/23/13 22:34
It is going to sound odd I think when I'm doing stuff I'm Happy... The event or what I'm doing makes me happy.. But some stuff in life is kinda depressing... Yeah there is so much on facebook about just showing the positive... but I do see some negative stuff on there... But mostly people show all the good stuff with out the hard work that goes into it....
I think part of it is that I'm a realist .... There are some things that I wish I had the ability to do that I don't... ... Wish I was better at explaining ..... I think some of it is tied into this part of the year as well.. Things did get better but sometimes now I worry a bit about how will I feel this week.. Will something in my life depres me....
I know I shouldn't compare my self to others but it isn't easy.....
It is going to sound odd I think when I'm doing stuff I'm Happy... The event or what I'm doing makes me happy.. But some stuff in life is kinda depressing... Yeah there is so much on facebook about just showing the positive... but I do see some negative stuff on there... But mostly people show all the good stuff with out the hard work that goes into it....
I think part of it is that I'm a realist .... There are some things that I wish I had the ability to do that I don't... ... Wish I was better at explaining ..... I think some of it is tied into this part of the year as well.. Things did get better but sometimes now I worry a bit about how will I feel this week.. Will something in my life depres me....
I know I shouldn't compare my self to others but it isn't easy.....
YesThatCasey - 06/23/13 21:33
This is part of the reason I try to stay away from FB. While I don't think this is always intentional, the way it is designed leads to an inevitable comparison between your life and the lives of your friends. However, that sharing is extremely selective, and there seems to exist a social pressure to focus on positive affirmations as opposed to a complete picture with the ups and downs that many of us experience regularly. In the end, you wind up comparing the entirety of your life with a selected sliver of another's, and it isn't a fair comparison to yourself.
I know I don't see you often, but you have always seemed really happy when I have, and everyone speaks of you fondly. you're a good dude. Hopefully this reminder helps you fight through the darker thoughts to come around with a course of action to change some of the smaller things that you aren't happy with.
This is part of the reason I try to stay away from FB. While I don't think this is always intentional, the way it is designed leads to an inevitable comparison between your life and the lives of your friends. However, that sharing is extremely selective, and there seems to exist a social pressure to focus on positive affirmations as opposed to a complete picture with the ups and downs that many of us experience regularly. In the end, you wind up comparing the entirety of your life with a selected sliver of another's, and it isn't a fair comparison to yourself.
I know I don't see you often, but you have always seemed really happy when I have, and everyone speaks of you fondly. you're a good dude. Hopefully this reminder helps you fight through the darker thoughts to come around with a course of action to change some of the smaller things that you aren't happy with.
I've never read the book but I enjoyed the movie... I've never heard of a movie being better then the book... But hopefully you wind up seeing and enjoying it... I did....
I wanna see world war z so bad. I read the book years ago. It was amazing ....