what if in the chat room you could acess each others web cams. i know you are close it asked for permsion to acess mine when i stoped in there, maybe if you could do this it would get more people to stop in there from time to time. it is kind of pointless feature rigt now being that no one takes advatage of it.

So it is my birthday and the only person who remembered is my little sister. I knew I loved her. Well after a day of just sitting around working on projects I have been putting off, I am off to bed. I think I have come to realized I just don't fit in here in buffalo. I don't think I have had someone who I trusted fully, and it turns out everyone I seem to let in stabs me in the back. I know this is a bit of a rant right now, but everyone has this little down moments. I can't seem to relate to anyone anymore I think I grew up to fast. I have never asked for much, I already have so much. I think it is the constant rejections that get to me. The list of bad dates and people I have dated is starting to ware on me. I think if I could have one super power it would be to read peoples minds. I have never kept anything from anyone. There is so much I don’t understand but if I break it down it is always so simple. I see friends stuck in relationships that do nothing but destroy them, but no matter how miserable they are, “but she/he makes me happy” fucking get over it already. I think I have lost track of any point I was trying to make here. So here you have some of Zack Schneider’s fluid thoughts. Enough for tonight I will talk to you all again soon.

here is a little something you might want to know. i thought not only was it a good point but presented in a very cool way. all about the meat we eat

this is just a photo i took while in mexico of a women cooking dinner.

1st off I would like to start by saying well done on the new word, Much better than stertegary (GW). I would also like to say I have had some experience with intense hyper Catholics as I like to call them. Some members from my own family, who have told me on numerous occasions that I have a nice long stay in hell to look forward too. This all intrigued me so much I dug much deeper into the reason so many people have turned to such religions and thought process. Most have come from nothing, drug problems, long sexual escapades, and just mostly something in their there life that was too big for the individual in question to deal with. In this case lack of an education and drive in life. So where does one turn if not to themselves anymore Religion always seems to be a good answer for these people. Then like a drug they pass it on to their friends because it helps them escape their reality. I have more to write on this but for now I really need to be getting back to work. Talk to you all later.